(Monday February 16th)
Jan POV
It's Monday morning I'm laying in our guest room I didn't sleep much after the conversation Jermaine and I had I knew we needed to have I was upset with the things that I saw last night and what Kandi did to my husband in front of me and in front of the world she disrespected my husband and me she disrespected our marriage when I told Jermaine about my postpartum he just kept apologizing to me about what happened with Kandi
Meanwhile in Jermaine's room
Jermaine gets up it was long night for them both after the discussion with janet I knew I needed to reassure my wife that I only wanted her and loved her
Janet and Jermaine both go back to sleep
(11am)
Jermaine is up in the kitchen making breakfast for his wife He knew he need to make his wife feel loved
He goes out and buys stuff for her
He comes back and sets up a romantic setup for her he finishes making breakfast
As janet comes downstairs
Jermaine runs over to her covering her eyes
Jan: baby what
He uncovers her eyesJan: oh my god *she cries*
Jermaine: baby look at me please
Jan: *she turns to him with her hand over her mouth*
Jermaine: *he takes her hand looking at her* baby I know we had a argument I know that your still super pissed off at me and upset with me because of the Kandi situation but baby I need you to know that *he looks at her* your my heart your my life our family is my life my whole heart smiles being with you baby I don't want anyone else but you no other woman can make me feel the way you make me feel please baby forgive me I'm so sorry I hurt you *he gets on his knees looking at her* no one will ever be able to come between us were in this marriage I want us to be just us our love is stronger than what anyone says or writes about us I love you and I want us to focus on us on our marriage and our babies our family
Jan: get up baby please
He gets up
Jan: *she caresses his face with tears running down her face* god I love you that is my husband what I saw the other night was not my husband but the man that is standing here right now the man that got down on his knees to say sorry is my husband I love you so much baby
Jermaine: I love you more baby I know that I have a lot of reassuring I have to do to make you fully trust me and I will do whatever I need to to show you I love you and I don't want any other woman baby when I put that ring on your finger and got down on one knee and asked you to marry me my life changed when you said yes what can I do baby to make you see I'm in this I don't want her I love you I want you just say the word and I'll do it
Jan: *she looks at him* I want you to come home with me
Jermaine: *he looks at her* okay I'll come home
Jan: your serious
Jermaine: yes is that what you want
Jan: yes I miss you I need you baby I need you *she grips his hands* we need you I need my husband my best friend our babies need their daddy
Jermaine: I want all of that to baby I miss my wife miss our babies and I know that you've had a hard time well now I know
Jan: it's been really hard baby sleepless nights laying awake just thinking going out with the kids and being hounded by the paparazzi they came up to teo and Skylar while we were at the park I just want us to protect our children and since you've been gone I feel like I've failed as a mother
Jermaine: baby no your an amazing mother to our children I don't ever want you to think your not
Jan: baby I have to tell you something
Jermaine: what baby *he looks at her*
Jan: I have been having not so good thoughts the things the media has written the way the media is relentless when it comes to follow us and our kids that day at the park they were all in my face and even got in the kids face
Jermaine: baby *the tears run down his face* why didn't you tell me
Jan: because I wanted to handle it on my own but the the depression really kicked in and I was laying in bed sobbing like I can't do this anymore I can't here I am laying in bed with our children without my husband thinking maybe everything would be easier if I wasn't here anymore
Jermaine: easier for who baby I would be devastated without you I wouldn't be able to explain that to our children that mama is gone *he pulls her to him hugging her tight as she sobs*
Jan: I'm sorry baby I'm so sorry
Jermaine: shhh stop it's okay baby I'm here I'm right here
Jan: *she looks at him* can you come home baby please I need you *she sobs into his shirt*
Jermaine: shhh yes baby I'll come home my baby needs me right now
Jan: thank you *she looks at him*
Jermaine: your welcome *he takes his hand whipping her tears*
Jan: *she looks at him pushing her lips out for a kiss*
Jermaine: *he kisses her lips holding her in his arms grabbing her hand going over to the couch he sits down as Janet lay her head on his lap he puts a blanket on her*
Jan: baby you don't want to go out before you have rehearsal and the show tonight *she looks at him*
Jermaine: no baby after what you just told me I just want us to sit here I want to snuggle my baby and watch a movie since we're going to be out for a few hours tonight to do rehearsal and to do the show and then come home cook a nice beautiful dinner for my love and spend the night with my wife in my arms how does that sound love
Jan: it sounds amazing baby
Jermaine: nice cozy night in with my love *he kisses her head*
Jan: baby are you going to tell everyone tonight
Jermaine: yes love after the show tonight but right now baby let's relax are you warm? *he looks at her*
Jan: yes I am baby thank you
Jermaine: you sure I can turn on the heater
Jan: this blanket is good thank you love
As they start the movie Jermaine zones out his mind racing with what janet just told him he couldn't bear the thought of losing his wife he loved her and he knew that now he couldn't finish the tour at this point the tour didn't matter he needed to put his family first his wife needed him and his children needed him and he was going to go home with janet it worried him and devastated him to know his wife had these thoughts while he wasn't home but he knew he was needed he wanted to make her feel loved he wanted to hold and snuggle her and just be with her no matter what everything else from this tour to the situation with Kandi didn't matter at this moment he was a husband and a father and he was needed at home with his family with his wife
After 3 hours of snuggling jermaine rubs Janet's head to get her to wake up
Jermaine: love
Jan: hmmm
Jermaine: get up baby
Jan: *she puts the blanket over her head*
Jermaine: *he smiles* come on baby get up *he leans down pulling the blanket off her kissing her*
She gets up sitting up
Jan: I was all nice and comfortable baby
Jermaine: I know love I'm sorry but we have to get ready
Jan: okay *she looks at him*
They go upstairs and get dressed
After 20 mins they head out the door
Jermaine links his hand with janet as they drive he kisses the back of her hand
After a 30 min drive they arrive at the venue they get out as the paparazzi surrounds them
Janet Janet did you attack Kandi
Janet puts her hand over her face
Jermaine: it's okay baby I got you please you guys back off
They rush inside they take their jackets off and go out the stage where everyone is
Ti: the happy couple is here hi guys
Jermaine: hi everyone
Jan: hi everyone
Janet holds onto to Jermaine tight
Kandi: hi Jermaine
Jan: don't talk to my husband *she looks at her*
Kandi: everyone knows you attacked me
Bow wow: because of what you did to Jermaine
Jermaine: look can we get started please
Bow wow: yeah let's do it
Jermaine takes janet to sit down
Jermaine: *he smiles at her kissing her lips* I love you
Jan: I love you to baby *she kisses his lips sliding her tongue in his mouth*
Jermaine gets on the stage and start their rehearsal
The whole rehearsal Kandi watches Jermaine janet notices Kandi keeps staring at Jermaine
(An hour later)
Rehearsals are over and everyone is hanging out on the stage jermaine is sitting in a chair Janet comes up to him leaning down kissing his lips
Jermaine: *he pats his lap for her to sit*
Jan: you did great in rehearsal baby *she rubs his head*
Jermaine: thank you baby *he places his hand on her ass*
Kandi: will you take your hand off her ass your all on her
Jermaine moves his hand placing on Janet's back
Jan: you can put your hand there *she looks at him* it's yours you can touch it *she kisses him sliding her tongue in his mouth biting his bottom lip*
(Time skip 7:45pm)
It's 15 mins until showtime janet and Jermaine are in his dressing room locked in a heated makeout session
Jermaine lifts janet off his lap laying her on the couch kissing her he moves his kisses to her neck as his hands roam her body touching every inch of her
As they make out jermaine slides his hand in her throng rubbing her
Jan: mmmmm *she grabs him*
He moves his kisses to her neck as he continues to rub her
Jan: hmmm baby
Just then there a knock at the door
He stops getting up
Janet gets up fixing herself
After a few mins he opens the door
Tiny: you ready jd
Jermaine: yeah *he reaches back for janet*
They walk down the hallway
They do their prayer
Jermaine: *he gets close to Janet* know I'm not done with you *he kisses her* I love you baby
Jan: I love you to baby have fun I'll be watching and cheering for you
Janet goes and sits down
As the show starts
All the females scream for Jermaine janet beams at her husband she was so beyond proud of him
As the show goes on janet gets up going to the restroom she stands in the back watching the monitor watching her husband
All of sudden a fan in the front row screams are you and Janet still together where's your wife there's rumors y'all aren't together anymore
Kandi: no their not together anymore his my man
Jermaine: Atlanta *he looks out in the crowd* hold on a second janet janet come here for second please
Janet comes out looking at him
Jermaine: stand right here
She stands where he ask
Jermaine: Atlanta kandi isn't my woman me and my wife are still together this is my life right here *he kisses her lips* fuck all that rumor shit
(An hour later)
The show is over everyone has showered Jermaine has called everyone in his dressing room
Ti: yo jd what's up
Tiny: yeah what's up
Jermaine: baby come here please
Janet goes over to him
He holds her
Jermaine: um damn guys I don't even know where to start but I'm just going to say it tonight was my last show of the tour
Tiny: wait what
Ti: jd what you mean
Jermaine: since my wife has been here I have been informed of somethings that I don't know *he looks at her*
Tiny: what do you mean
Jermaine: when my wife and our children came to visit me a few weeks ago I didn't realize that my wife was struggling *he looks at her* my wife has informed me that she has been dealing with postpartum depression since I've been gone on tour she been harassed by the paparazzi going out with our children she's been crying herself to sleep truly struggling with being without me taking take of our children on her own being exhausted from sleeplessness nights having suicidal thoughts on top of me not being home and all this bullshit that Kandi has put us through I can't be on tour while my wife needs me my family needs me I can't bear the thought of getting a call saying something has happened to my wife *he looks at her*
Ti: Awwl man I'm so sorry Jan jd man we understand family always comes first
Bow wow: yeah man go home be with her be with your family
Jermaine: I feel really bad but husband and father duties are priority number one right now making sure she's okay is priority number one
Tiny: don't feel bad jd we understand we get it we can get together again soon
Ti: yeah man no hard feelings for real but come to dinner with us tonight
Jermaine: sure as long as my wife is okay with it
Jan: yeah baby let's do it
They leave the venue
Jermaine and Janet go to their house to change clothes
After over an hour they arrive hand in hand
Ti: there's the happy couple
Tiny: y'all like an hour late y'all good
Jermaine: yeah *he smiles at janet*
Jan: had to shower
Jermaine: had to work up an appetite *he smiles at her*
Ti: I know that's right that's my boy *he dubs him up*
Jan: *she smiles at Jermaine kissing him*
After 2 hours at dinner Jermaine and janet arrive at home they stop in the living room once again as janet puts her hand over her mouth they lock up the house
Jan: baby what *she looks at him*
Jermaine: do you like it
Jan: it's beautiful loveJan: your always so romantic baby I love them thank you so much *she kisses him*
They go upstairs janet takes her clothes off as Jermaine wraps his arms around her he picks her up laying her on their bed he takes his clothes off as she pulls him down to her
(Time skip 2am)
Jermaine and Janet lay in bed breathless and exhausted
Jan: *she sighs* wow
Jermaine: you good baby *he cuddles her*
Jan: I'm great baby that was incredible
Jermaine: yeah it was baby
Jan: *she puts her head on his chest and her hand looking up at him she takes her finger tracing along his chest* I can hear your heartbeat
Jermaine: yeah does it sound weird
Jan: no it sounds beautiful
Jermaine: yeah *he looks at her*
Jan: I love hearing it *she kisses him*
Jermaine: I love you
Jan: I love you to I'm so happy your coming home
Jermaine: me to baby and I promise I'm going to take care of you and be here for you and our family I think we just need some family time
Jan: I think we definitely do baby
Jermaine: love I know you talked about us renewing our vows do you still want to do it
Jan: yes baby I do very much can we please
Jermaine: yes baby we can anything for my baby and I want to pledge my love to you again when we get home we can start making a list of what we want and where we want to do it
Jan: sounds good baby *she kisses him* I love you
Jermaine: I love you more my life you ready to get some sleep
Jan: yes baby
After 35 mins they both fall asleepThe end
Janet and Jermaine had made up
Janet has told Jermaine about what has been going on with her
Janet has asked Jermaine to come home
It's the one thing she wants
Everyone understands Jermaine decision
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