He's Not Perfect {Hayes Grier Fanfic}

-18- Pep Talks From Will

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Hayes POV

I can't believe it. I can't fucking believe it. I mean I know Amber and I had sex, i mean we've been together for four years. Well technically not four years but you know what I mean.

Anyways, I didn't think she would get pregnant. I don't know why this didn't occur to me that it was a good possibility that she would be. But I'm not very thrilled actually.

Ever since I started going out with Amber, I knew I wanted to grow old with her and raise a family. But now? I mean just a few months ago I quit the military, I made some bad decisions, and I got this manny job. I need to get on my feet first, I can barely think about marriage. And now a possible child?

I feel kind of bad that I've been ignoring Amber for about a week now. I know that I'm being a total jerk to her, getting her pregnant than completely ditching. Especially after everything we've been through together, even the small misunderstanding we just had. I'm supposed to be there for her, I love her. I lost her for four years and when I finally have her I leave?

But it's just...a baby. I don't know if I can handle that.

"Hayes." Will says barging into my room without even knocking. I still live with him in my old apartment since I don't have enough money to rent my own right now. But with this job, I should be out in a month.

"I need to talk to you." He informs me. "Brother to brother." He sits down in my wheely chair and turns to me.

I sit up in my bed and roll my eyes. "Oh god." Will's 26 now, with me being 22. I guess we're pretty close still living together and all but still, I'm not 12.

"Why the hell are you ignoring Amber?" He starts out and I roll my eyes again. How did I know this was coming?

"Oh my god, could we not talk about this?"

"Nah, we're gonna talk about it, I've given you a week. I wanna know why you just left when you're girlfriend needs you."

"You just want me to go back to her so it doesn't create tension during your wedding."

"No I want you to go back to her because she needs you and you need her." He tells me spinning around in the chair since it is quite nice to spin around in actually. "Hayes, you love Amber and she loves you. She's freaking pregnant and you leave?"

"She's going to have a baby Will."

"I understand the concept of being pregnant Hayes."

"I can't be a father. I can't have a kid. I'm 22, I'm a manny, and I make stupid decisions. I'm a little dangerous too. Hell, I shot someone four years ago, remember that? I let my best friend die, I wasn't there for Amber when Connor hurt her, and-"

"And you also love Amber Rhodes so much that you put a picture of her on your ceiling so she's the last thing you see when you go to sleep and the first thing you see when you wake up." He says and I sigh cause even though it's very creepy, I do have a picture of Amber on my ceiling.

"Look Hayes, I know that this baby thing was a shock to you. But don't you think it was a shock to her to? I mean Amber's just got out of that thing with Connor, got back with you, and now she's pregnant. You're not speaking to her and neither are her parents."

"Her parents?" I ask my face turning into a frown hearing that her own parents are disowning her.

"Won't let her stay there anymore and completely shut her out." He tells me.