After no answers all weekend, I have decided to give up. No one wants to talk about you, Uncle Zane. What have you done? Just the mere mention of your name causes my mum to recoil into her shell. My dad just mumbles and stutters when I ask where you are or what you are doing. Frustrated is not the word to describe how I'm feeling right now. It's more than that. I think I'm actually scared.
You had to have done something really bad. Are you the cause of my mum and dad wanting to get a divorce? Who are you, Uncle Zane? You're not this person! You're caring and sweet and so kind. You're not a monster, right?
I'm not going to get any information or adequate answers from my parents, so I'm going to get it from the source. After the first day of school tomorrow, I'm going to your house to demand answers. I know you'll be there because you work from home. You'll be cornered and won't be able to go anywhere. It'll work.
Today, I went to meet Fin, though. He knows everything that has happened and he's just as confused as I am. He loves a mystery but this is taking the piss. After I see you tomorrow, Uncle Zane, Fin is going to take me home. I think it's just a ploy to find out any information that I may or may not find out from you, though. If it's not then it's a very thoughtful gesture anyway.
Being with Fin is so nice. I don't know what I was feeling before. My body snug in his arms and my hair being twirled in his fingers, is almost like living in heaven. It is so relaxing and, admittedly, quite sensual. And no, we haven't had sex yet. The key word being yet. We have talked about it and I'm not quite ready but I know I will be soon. I have quite a lot going on in my life and deep inside my head, so once I at least get some closure on you, I'll be able to go forward. But for now, lots of long steamy kisses and hair twirling is enough.
So yeah, I guess I definitely will see you tomorrow, Uncle Zane. See you then.
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Novela Juvenil{PREVIOUSLY OCTAVIA'S JOURNAL} After her parent's unexpected break up, 15 year old Octavia Johnson is gifted a journal by her Uncle Zane. They share a bond no one really understands and she uses the journal to try to stay close to him once she moves...
