When I'm in a bad place
I think about you
When i listen to sad songs
Screenshots of our chats when we " loved" each other pops up in my heaD
When I'm feeling confident
I stare at you while you talk to your friends
When I'm feeling shy
My heart beats faster and i tend to not know what to do when you're in range
When I'm feeling suicidal and about to pop a few pills
I think about you, i think about how happy i was when we had our special moment
Then i think about how sad i was when you woke one day and decided to nor answer my texts no more and how sad it was when you chose to reset our friendship to friends with memories