The same day someone told me that I have a big smile
Was the same day that I started loosing it
My anger just took control of me and I lost it
But I had to lose it in front of my favourite teacher
As soon as I gained consciousness I stormed out
To get some fresh air and to rinse my face so that I can cool off
As soon as I cooled off, I stopped smiling as much
My eyes became blurry cause of all the water in there
The water seems too much for my eyes to hold but I still haven't cried
Maybe a tear or 2 have been shed but I still haven't cried yet
This incident has opened the bottle that my feelings have been bottled in
This incident has shown the world my other side
Now I'm scared to go out into the world
Because I'm scared of what people are thinking about me
