All these reasons to kill myself and I'm still alive
All these memories about her and other girls, replaying in my head on repeat
Sometimes it hurts so bad that tears come out of my eyes
And I'm still alive
Untrusted by many
Always being left out of gossips
When I want in on the group,
they keep on facing their backs to me
Everyone knows that I had a horrible past
Always posting sad shit on my statuses
Everyone views, but nobody checks up on me
Showing signs of suicide everyday
And still nobody checks up on me
Everybody treats me like I'm not real
My voice has never been heard
Sometimes they make me question if I'm real
