I'm not allowed to be happy

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I can never be happy
Every time I'm happy,
something bad happens
And then I'm back to square one

Yesterday I was happy
But then Spotify started acting up
I couldn't choose tracks anymore
And I was back to 6 Skips an hour

Today I had a good day
I came back home to WiFi that doesn't have connection
We just fixed it 3 days ago
It started acting up last week Tuesday
And my mom only agreed to phone the internet service provider
Because we had guests and we couldn't watch Netflix

The year just started
And I've never felt more suicidal in my whole 16 years on this earth

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