Thoughts || Luxiem Pt.1

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AU: Depressed reader | Family AU

Dad: Vox | Mom: Ike/Ivy | Older brother 1: Shu | Older brother 2: Mysta | Younger brother: Luca  

Livers: Luxiem (-Ike) Ft. Ivy 

TW: Angst, thoughts about attempting suicide, self harm, swearing, venting

Please take the warnings, if you don't like this one-shot go read another one-shot or another book! 

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2nd person POV

You run to your room after eating dinner, curling yourself up in your blanket. You get up to get your phone. When you opened it you saw so many messages from your friends making fun of someone in your class. Another one of your friend groups @ you since they saw you online. You saw a message from one of your nicer friends saying. "Hey you okay? I haven't seen you chatting much in our group". You closed your phone. You snuggle back up in your blanket. Your siblings suddenly barge in. "Get the fuck out!" you yelled sounding like you were crying. Mysta threw your blanket away, making you get exposed. He saw you crying and called Shu to come over. Luca came over when he heard Mysta calling Shu. 

Luca went on your bed, he hugged you. You tried pushing him, it didn't work. You ran to the your bathroom

Y/n POV

"Why do you have to barge in!?" Kept on circling my mind. Thoughts of suicide kept on echoing. I see a knife. A knife in a bathroom? This might be the perfect chance to get away from my problems, but what do I do when they found out that I just killed myself? Well, the best thing to do right now is just cut my wrist. It shouldn't hurt right? That's what I thought, I was wrong. It kept on bleeding, it won't stop. I washed it,  put bandages, it just won't stop. This is what I thought. 

They kept on banging on the door, I ignored it. Eventually they managed to open the door. Mom and dad ran to me. I haven't felt this in ages, it's always been them. I try to do my best but I end up failing anyways. Should I still even try? Or, I should just quit it? 

They all asked questions why I did this to myself, I seemed like I was out of it. 

I don't know what to do.

T.B.C

A/n

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WoOOOOooo cliffhanger 🥳

This is so scuffed

Okay so this will be the last one-shot for now bc I want to focus on my other 2 books (I accidentally closed my pc)

IM NOT QUITTING THIS BOOK 

I'm only focusing on my other 2 books since "Did I sign up for this?" is missing 3 chapters bc I went on break and also bc I have a lot of ideas for it 

Iluna one-shot book is about to get published soon

It won't get any parts added soon bc of "Did I sign up for this?"

Another announcement might get added soon? Depends how fast it takes


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