The next morning:
I woke up and yawned as I slowly opened my eyes, adjusting to the light in the room before I stared at Ryder.
He was still asleep, and he looked so peaceful while sleeping. I smiled, my finger running over the contours of his face.
God he's so beautiful.
I tilted my head a bit to the side, smiling softly to myself as I just admired him. MY BOYFRIEND.
He's mine.
I grinned a bit to myself, before leaning closer and pressing a soft kiss onto his forehead.
"I love you." I quietly whispered against his skin, and in the next moment I felt his arm wrapping around my waist, pulling me against him.
"And I love you." He said, his voice raspy and deep. I chuckled softly, looking into his face just to see his eyes still being closed.
"How long have you been awake now?" I asked, raising my eyebrow at him.
"I woke up when I felt your lips on my forehead, so not long. Why?" He then opened his eyes, his dark eyes staring into mine, and I couldn't help myself. I leaned in and pressed a soft kiss onto his lips.
"Just curious. How are you feeling?" I asked, my fingers now running through his thick, dark brown hair. He hummed at that, closing his eyes again as he relaxed at my touch.
"I really didn't think I would enjoy it so much." He said and I grinned a bit.
"Does that mean you will let me dominate you more often?" I grinned and his eyes opened again, staring into mine.
"We will see about that." I pouted at that, which just made him laugh softly before he pressed a soft kiss onto my lips.
"I didnt say no, also, I did enjoy it, but I still have a dom lean." I nodded, looking at him.
"So you have never submitted to someone?" I asked and he shook his head.
"Well I haven't have sex with a lot of people before you, only two women, but I have never submitted to them no. So... it was definitely an interesting experience." He grinned a bit at me and I grinned back, even though the fact that he just mentioned that he had sex with two other women before me.
I know that is dumb to be jealous because of his past, but I couldn't stop myself from acting this way.
"I've had a woman submit to me before, that day I found out I am a switch. But I do think I have a sub lean, since I am only dominant when I really feel like it." I said honest, my eyes now on his scar.
"You've also had sex with a woman?" He asked, looking at me surprised.
"Have I never told you that I am bisexual?" I looked at him, a soft laugh escaping my mouth when he just shook his head.
"Well now you know."
Then his grip got tighter around me, pulling me closer to himself as his head buried into my chest.
"Am I an idiot for feeling jealous?" I giggled at that, holding him tight.
"Not at all, I feel the same way." I whispered, grinning a bit to myself.
Atleast I am not the only idiot.
After another 20 minutes of us just kissing and cuddling in bed, we managed to get out, and took a shower together.
Ryder complained because his body ached a bit, but I just laughed at that. After we finished our shower, we put on some clothes and walked downstairs.
I had just put on a shirt of him and some panties before walking down after him, yawning as I entered the kitchen.

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