(This is happening next day btw)
Did I hurt him? Fuck I didin't want to do that. Should I apologise to him? I mean he's my friend right? I need to apologise to him.
It was the last class for today I need to talk to Rui before it is to late. Why did I care for him that much anyway? He is a freak... well that is what they say. Maybe they are right, maybe he is freak? Well not for me, i mean maybe a little bit ,but still I can't stop looking at him and thinking about him... ANYWAYS I SHOULD JUST APOLOGISE TO HIM HAH(gay panic)
While we were in class I had chance to talk to him. "Hey Rui." I wihspered to him. "What is it?" "Can we talk after this class." "Why? Do ypu want to confess your feeling to me~". WHAAAAAAT. NO NO THINK TSUKASA THINK.
Rui just loves teasing me, only that he wasn't flirting with me. My face was probally red. I took a deep breath "Ha ha very funny, you shoul become comic actor or something." I said sarcastically. "You think?.....Well sure we can talk after class."
We met near school. There weren't any people here and it was completly quite, no one was ever comic here exept of weird couples that wanted to make out. BUT ME AND RUI WEREN'T HERE TO MAKE OUT OFCOURSE
I didin't know how to begin conversation. "Umm so... I'M SORRY" I scremed so loud that whole school could hear me. I looked at his face, he looked...confused? "Pfft Ha ha" Rui laught at me. "What is so funny?" I said complete serious. "Oh Tsukasa, I'm not mad at you".
Wait what?
I was complete sure he was sad or mad or anything. He didin't even talk to me for whole day. "You aren't?" I was just making sure. "I'm not what made you think that." "I-i that doesn't matter anyway."
"Wait a sec, did you care about me aww" i feel like he said that to make me mad even more. "OFCOURSE NOT!" "Yeah, yeah suree~".
Fuck why did I apologise to him I just made myself look like an idiot! Fuck, fuck. I should have said nothing. I hated this so much. I never should do that. I'M DUMB AHH
We stood there for few minutes without saying anything. "...Thank you Tsukasa-kun" He said with smile that i never saw, true smile.
I blushed for completly no reason. Wait- why was did he say that? Was he really mad? Was it good idea to apologise to him? What was happening??!?!
"Wdym...?" I asked, I was so confused.
"Nothing, nothing Tsukasa, lets go to Phoenix Wonderland Emu and Nene are probally waiting there for us." "Yeah you'r right."
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Weirdo (Ruikasa)
RomanceBery cringe bad written fan fiction of Tsukasa falling in love with Rui, from Tsukasa's POV. Lots of platonic Emukasa. +chapters at beginning are even more cringe (bc I wrote them long ago) and very short but it gets slightly better (I think) I prom...
