I looked at the boy with the red and blue plaid shirt on, he was really cute and he seemed fun. Why was he here? Katerina elbowed me to get my attention but I kept my eye on him.
"That guy is reaaally cute! Kat" I pointed at him with my eyes, she looked at him then stared at me.
"You have a boyfriend you slut."
"Fuck you." I kept looking at him and i gave him a little wink, he waved back. That ment he was interested, i pulled a bit of my shirt down but he looked away. ill get you next time i thought. We grabbed the food then headed to Carolyn's room. She was laying in bed, she looked so sad and miserable.
"Whaddup!" Are you feeling better?"
"Yea, I'm fine. Sorry about yesterday."
"Naw it's fine."
I wanted to tell Carolyn about the boy I had just seen. So I sat next to her on her bed.
"Gossip time!" I said she looked tired and I asked her whats wrong.
"I want to see my moms grave.."
"Well your aunt took care of that. You want me to give her a call and talk to her?"
"No, ill talk to her."
I grabbed the phone and dialed Carolyn's home number, her aunt picked up and I handed the phone to her.
"Tia, it's Carolyn." She was speaking Spanish, by the sound of it her aunt was happy she had woken up, but a part of me, something deep inside me had wished that she hadn't.
Was I a bad person because of this?
"She's coming over here to visit me. She says that as soon as the doctor lets me go home that well go directly to the grave yard." She started biting at her nails.
She always had a bad habit of doing that. I hated it, Katerina would always do the same thing and I always argue with her about how disgusting it is. I didn't know what was going on with me, I wrote a text to my boyfriend Trevor:
I don't wanna be with you anymore. Sorry you're just not good enough.
Trevor was a good guy, but he wasn't what i wanted. He wasn't what i needed. I realized I was determined to find this mystery boy and make him mine. He had really gotten my mind in a daze, I had felt the chemistry in between me and him. I new i could finally have something real.
"Carolyn, ill be right back.. I have to do something really quick."
"Something? Or someone?" Katerina interrupted. She had been moody these past days especially with me.
"Ooooooh!" Carolyn hollered. She began to laugh then nodded, I headed out the door and made my way to the cafeteria where I had first seen him. He wasn't there anymore.
"Damn!" I looked around but nothing or no one was around. I was determined, I stared walking all around the building.
I walked for about 30 minutes and then I gave up. I made my way back to Carolyn's room when there standing in front of the door was that handsome boy I had been looking for he had red roses in one hand. He opened the door and disappeared inside, why had he gone in there? Had he followed me and gone to see me? My stomach filled with butterfly's, I ran to the room and opened the door. He was sitting next to Carolyn, she was holding the roses. They looked up at me and carolyn smiled, the boy looked away from me. They were for her. He had come to see her. Not me. Her. I was so embarrassed, Katerina stepped out of the bathroom and looked at me and then the guy. I ran off, I was humiliated.
Carolyn always ruined everything! She always got the guys! She always got the love. I hated her I stormed off into my car, I started it.
"Damn you Carolyn! Why! Why do you have to be so perfect! Why do you always get everything!?" I left as fast as I could from that hospital, I left that girl who I had once called my best friend.
