My PornStar • JJK

Chapter 22

Jungkook's POV

It's been four days since Siri left.

I haven't been able to concentrate on my studies and exams are coming up in a couple weeks. I haven't eaten much food or hung out with my hyungs over the last few days either.

She may have been my girlfriend for the most part, but she was becoming the best 'girl' friend to my hyungs too. Especially to Tae, Jin and Jimin.

Speaking of Jimin... He hasn't spoken to me since she left. I know he blames me for her leaving. I know he thinks he could have been a better boyfriend and I'd probably agree. Even though he is a fuckboy, he was good around Siri. Always attentive to her.

I decided I would try to be social today so I went out into the lounge where everyone else was.

Hobi: "You finally coming out of your rabbit hole Kookie?" He gave me his wide smile. I needed to see that.

JK: "Yeah... thought I should stop being anti-social..."

Tae: "I miss Noona!"

JM: "Don't start that again Tae. I miss her too but you don't see me pouting all the damn time."

RM: "No. But I have heard you watching a lot of her porn."

JM: "Shut up. It's the only way I can see her. And how would you know it's her porn unless you've watched the same ones too?"

RM: "Fair point."

Y: "Will you all shut the fuck up! I'm trying to have a nap!"

We all flinched and stared wide eyed at Yoongi who was trying to sleep on the couch.

Y: "I'm sick and tired of hearing you all moan about missing Siri. We all fucking miss her!"

Jin: "Yoongi, calm down."

Y: "No! If you miss her so goddamn much then go get her back!"

We were all stunned into silence. What is he saying? Yoongi was looking at me now as he spoke.

Y: "Do you love her?"

JK: "What? Why?"

Y: "Answer the damn question! Do you love her?"

JK: "Of course I do! She's the best thing that's ever happened to me! I know we were only together for almost two months but I already know she's the love of my life!"

Y: "Does she know?"

JK: "No. I never got the chance to tell her..."

JM: "Why didn't you tell her before she left?! If she had known you loved her, she may have stayed!"

Jimin's right! I never actually told her! I only told her to stay and not leave. But I never told her how I felt about her.

Fuck, how could I forget to tell her that?

Jin: "Where are you going with this Yoongi?"

Y: "Go find her, tell her you love her and bring her back home."

JK: "How? I don't even know where she is!"

JM: "She's at a porn convention expo thing. It's a week long. Ends on Sunday. That guy she left with is Jackson Wang, also a pornstar. They're both at the convention."

Of course Jimin would know...

Tae: "If you're going to get Noona I'm coming too!"

JM: "I'll come too!"

JK: "Wait, seriously? You guys would help me get her back?"

JM: "It's not just for you. She's our friend. And she shouldn't be in the porn industry anymore if it's not what she wants."

Jin: "I can't have our maknae line going on an adventure into the porn world without adult supervision. I'm coming too."

Tae: "But we are adults! We're nearing our mid-twenties!"

RM: "Barely..."

JK: "Sooo we're really doing this?"

Jin: "Yep. We'll take my car. It's Thursday afternoon and will take half a day to get there so pack a bag Kook. We might need to take turns driving through the night. Let's go get your woman back."

Tae: "Yasss! Let's get Noona back!"

Hobi: "Exciting! Go get your pornstar back Kookie!"

Yes! I'm going to get my pornstar back!

I'm going to get my love back.

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