Purple || MYG

Interview

    "Alex! Can you go to the convivence store for me? I want snacks!" Jungkook smiled with puppy eyes as if I could say no in the first place. This was part of my job.
    "What kind of snacks kookie?" Jungkook was quick to shove a piece of paper my way with a list of things to get for him. This is a grocery list, not a snack list! Evil bunny.
    "Does anyone else need anything while I'm out?" The rest of the guys each made their own lists of things they needed. Candy and drinks for the three stooges, vegetables for dinner for Jin, Namjoon wants instant ramen and Hoseok asked for more energy drinks. I walked through the house reading over the lists they gave me until I reached Yoongi's door.

    "Yoongi I'm going on an errand run do you need anything?" I knocked on the door and waited for the shuffling on the other side to stop and the door to swing open.
    "Yeah here, I have a list." He hands me a small sticky note with one word written on it. Condoms. My eyebrows knitted together as I looked up at him smirking down at me.
    "I'm not buying you condoms. Go get those yourself." I shoved the note back at him and started to walk off.
    "If that's what you want fine. But I'll have to tell bang pd that our new assistant isn't working out very well." He shrugged his shoulders and leaned on the door frame with an evil look.
    "Blackmailing isn't very attractive. What size or whatever do you need?"
    "I'm sure you can remember which ones I need." I rolled my eyes and headed back downstairs and out the door. Stupid, cocky asshole.

    Incoming Call from Eomma Jin
    "Yes? Did you think of something else you needed?"
    "No, I was just checking to see if you were almost done. It's almost dark and I need those vegetables to finish dinner. The younglings are getting whiny.
    "I'm checking out now and I'll be there in a few minutes." I hung up the phone and finished loading my groceries up and watched the monitor as the price total continued to go up.
    "Excuse me." A tap on my shoulder startled me, I turned around to be met with a girl probably in her early teens.
    "Are you Bora Moon?" She held up a magazine with my picture on the cover. I was dressed in a silky black flowy dress that showed off my legs and was being blown back, my hair and dress both flowing together. It was one of my favorite pictures. I nodded at the girl, and she squealed and turned towards two other girls her age standing near the door.
    "Could you please autograph these for us? We're really big fans!" The other two girls rushed over and pulled out the same magazine and a sharpie. I signed the cover of all three magazines and a few other pictures inside.
    "Can we get pictures with you too?" One of the other girls asked. I nodded my head and got the grocery worker to take pictures on the girls' phones for them. After what felt like a whole photoshoot the girls ran off happy and squealing. I paid for the groceries and then left.

    "What took you so long, I thought you said you would be here in a few minutes?" Yoongi was leaned on the wall in the kitchen while the guys and I unloaded everything and put it away.
    "I got stopped on my way home." I ignored his attitude and tossed Jungkook his gummy worms as he hopped away munching happily.
    "Stopped by who, you shouldn't talk to strangers." I rolled my eyes and shoved the condoms at him.
    "They weren't strangers. They were some of my fans. They wanted autographs and some pictures. I do have a fan base too Yoongi, I can't just ignore them.
    "That's right. I completely forgot you went off to JYP to be a model. How did that go? We don't really keep up with that side of the business." Jin stated as he chopped fresh veggies.
    "Won a few awards, did a lot of photoshoots and a ton of interviews. Nothing too exciting." I shrugged my shoulder as I flopped down on the living room couch.
    "I wanna watch some of Alex noonas interviews!" Jimin and Taehyung rushed in and squeezed onto the couch.
    "Fine but just a couple they're embarrassing." I turned on YouTube and looked up my interviews as all of the guys had piled into the living room.

    "So, Bora, you've mentioned before that you had to sacrifice a lot in order to get where you are now. What exactly do you mean by that?" The interviewer read off his card and focused on me sitting next to him.
    "I had to leave a lot behind. I don't get to see my best friend anymore. I mean I see her occasionally like once every few weeks or so but going from being next to her every single day to almost never is a big change. She was always a big part of my confidence. I had to leave a group of people I cared about. I made some good friends in college, and they quickly became a big part of my life and one of them I fell in love with. He was my first love and we had something special, but he went one way, and I went another." The interviewer nodded his head in understanding and spoke again.
    "This first love, do you still love him?"
    "I do." I answered without hesitating.
    "If you could go back and change things, would you still leave him behind?" I thought for a minute. Would I change it?
    "I honestly don't know. He went off to do something special, he's actually a big star now, though I try not to keep up with him too much and before you ask no I won't tell you who it is, I don't want his fans to hate me." I laughed it off trying to ease the aching in my heart.
"But if I could just tell him one more thing, I would tell him that I'm proud of him and what he has become and that I'm really sorry for that day I shouldn't have-"

    "Hey, turn it back on! It was getting good!" Taehyung yelled and threw a pillow at the television.
    "Look at the time I should go to bed. Okay goodnight, guys!" I rushed off to my room before anybody could say anything else to me. Behind my bedroom door I wiped the tears that started to fall. That was the last interview I did a few months ago. I never thought I would have to relive that and in front of Yoongi. So embarrassing, he's definitely going to tease me about that now.