Purple || MYG

Forgive

    I woke up sore. The pain between my legs causing me to whimper with the smallest movements and the throbbing constantly reminding me of the events that took place last night. I attempt to slip out of bed and head to the bathroom. Slowly my feet touch the cold carpet but before I can attempt to stand up, I'm yanked down with force. A squeal leaves my mouth as I open my eyes to Yoongi hovering over me.

    "Good morning kitten." His husky voice sends shivers down my spine and despite the tender feeling down below my heart screams for more.
    "Where were you going?" He tilts his head slightly to the side with a small smirk playing on his puffy lips.
    "I just wanted to put my clothes on." I answer quietly not wanting too much noise as the other guys may still be asleep.
    "No clothes. Just lay there and look beautiful for me." I scoff and push him off of me. My plan backfires as he pulls me with him so that I am not straddling him. His back and head rests against the headboard as he stares up at me with soft eyes.
    "Alex?" My ears perk up at him calling by my name instead of the usual nicknames.
    "Yeah?"
    "I-Im so sorry." I stare in confusion for a minute before understanding what he was talking about.
    "I know Yoongi. It's okay now." I sigh knowing I'm lying to myself and that I'm still broken over him cheating on me. He shakes his head before capturing my lips in his lightly.
He pulls away slightly, so our foreheads are touching.
    "It's not okay and I know I need to earn your trust again. I'm just so happy to get another chance." Yoongi smiles lightly and I can't help but smile back at the affection. 

    We sit there for a few minutes in silence before Yoongi leans in pecks my forehead. I giggle and try to squirm out of his reach but stop as soon as I feel a growing underneath me. My eyes grow wide as I slowly look up and see Yoongis eyes completely different from a second ago. Sweet Yoongi is gone. I think as I stare back into his hungry eyes like a deer caught in headlights. I attempt to shuffle off of his lap quickly which earns a low groan from the male.

    "Alex. Unless you want me to break you again, I suggest you stop moving like that." I halt my movements and wait for his erratic breathing to slow before quickly jumping off of him and dashing for the bathroom, swiftly scooping up my clothes that are strewn all over the floor. Slamming the door, I take a second to catch my breath before turning on the hot water in the shower. As I'm waiting for the shower to warm up a light knock echoes off the bathroom door before it's opened slightly, and a messy haired Yoongi pokes his head through.

    "I figured you'd want some clean clothes, so I found the smallest sweatpants and t-shirt I have." Yoongi walks in and sets the clothes on the counter and pecking my lips before shuffling out the door again. 

    After a hot shower my body felt relived. I made my way down the stair towards the kitchen to find all of the boys standing or sitting around chatting and laughing. Immediately after I entered the room it grew quiet. 

    "Boys? Everything okay?" I questioned grabbing some water from the fridge.
    "Yeah, we're okay. But the question is, are YOU okay?" They all start snickering except for Yoongi who continues eating his breakfast as if nothing is happening.
    "You and Yoongi are soo loud. You could have toned it down a little, I didn't get any sleep." Jimin whined as Hoseok starts laughing hysterically.
    "Yah! Don't tell them that! It's like free live porn with those two. How am I supposed to get off with them being quiet?" Jin smacks the back Hobis head with a spatula while Yoongi glares at him.
    "You don't need to hear her that's for my ears only." Yoongi says without looking up from his food.
    "Yoongi and Alex sitting in a tree!" Kook and Tae start chanting while Jimin grabs Yoongis shoulders making him rock from side to side in his seat.
    "First comes love! Then comes marriage!" They continue to chant. Yoongi groans and bangs his head lightly against the table earning a giggle from me. I sit down next to Yoongi and rub small circles on his back earning a loud "awww" from some of the boys sitting around the table.
    "You guys are so cute I'm gonna puke." Jungkook states while making gagging sounds and motions. I can tell it's gonna be a long day. 

    The rest of the morning stays chatty and a bit noisy as all the boys hang out in the living room and kitchen. Jungkook and Jimin playing video games on the floor, Taehyung and Hoseok talking about some girls Instagram pictures, Namjoon and Jin arguing in the kitchen about the younger breaking another dish and Yoongi asleep in my lap on the couch. Some would find it crowded and a lot to deal with but to me these boys are family now. It feels too quiet without them. Not even Yuri was this loud and energetic. Wait. Where is Yuri?

    "Hey Jimin?"
    "Hmm?" He responds with his eyes still glued to the game he was currently losing to the youngest.
    "Where's Yuri?" He freezes and turns to look at me with a shy smile on his face.
    "She's uhhh, still sleeping. She said she was too tired to get up." Jimin turns his attention back to the game. Why is he acting weird? I get up from the couch much to Yoongi's dismay and make my way over to Jimins bedroom. Lightly knocking on the door, I push it open only to feel a pillow hit me in the face.
    "Jimin I thought I told you to leave me the fuck alone?" Yuri shuffles and sits up in the bed.
    "Oh, it's just you." I giggle and sit down on the bed next to her.
    "Yes, it's only me, your lifelong best friend."
    "Sorry, I started my period and now I'm all moody." I nod in understanding.
    "Ohhh so that's why Jimin looked like he did something wrong." We both laugh as she begins her rant about me and Yoongi being too loud just like the boys did. I just roll my eyes at everything as if she hasn't always been worse than me.