Purple || MYG

Bikini

After Yoongis confession we went back to acting like nothing happened. I had spilled my feelings along with Yoongi. Regret had bubbled up inside me hearing the pain in his voice as he told me how much I meant to him. I hated myself. I hated that I was a coward and ran from my insecurities. I ran from my friends; I ran from my future, and I ran from the only guy I've ever loved. I remember how everything felt like it stopped when I walked into that conference room a few months ago. The look in everyone's faces when they saw me is permanently etched in my brain. The shock, the sadness and the smiles. I remember how Jungkook had enveloped me in a crushing hug and wouldn't let go, like if he did, I would run again. Fuck I had messed up so bad. Yoongis words from a month ago still replay in my head.
   "We didn't ask you to come crawling back to us!" He sounded hurt. Afraid even. But what hurt was the way he didn't mention himself. He said "us". Like I had hurt all of them so deeply by running.

I'm shaken from my thoughts when the youngest wraps his arms around my torso and lays his head on my shoulder.
"Noona is thinking too hard. We're on vacation." I hum in response to Jungkook and play with the ends of his messy hair.
"Noona?"
"Yeah Kook?" He lifts his head to look me in the eyes, his arms still protectively wrapped around my body while we sit at the table waiting for breakfast.
"You're not going to leave us again, right? Yoongi hyung was the most heartbroken, I think he still is, but he smiles more now that you're back. He's not so hard on himself. He laughs more. We were hurt too. I was hurt. Yuri noona helped a lot but Jimin hyung started hogging her when she got pregnant. I don't want my hyung to cry anymore. Yoongi hyung never cried, till you." Jungkook said all of this with a straight face. His eyes bore into mine and his tone serious. Despite Jungkook being the youngest I had realized a long time ago that he was all grown up now. The childishness to his voice now gone as he spoke from his heart.
"I'm not going anywhere Kookie. I'm sorry I hurt you." The smile quickly came back to his face and his bunny grin shone brightly.
"I'm okay. I just want hyung happy. You make him happy." His head made its way back to my shoulder as my fingers ran through his soft dark locks.

"Trying to steal my girl now Kook?" A playful smirk danced on Yoongis face as he sat down in the chair next to mine.
"Noona was being too serious, so I helped make her feel better. I love Alex noona but not like that." Jungkook sat up and laid his legs across mine and Yoongis lap and his head in Taehyung's lap.
"You didn't deny it." My head turned towards the voice.
"Deny what?" I tilted my head at Namjoon who sat with a newspaper in one hand a coffee mug in the other.
"You didn't deny that you're Yoongis girl. Just now, when he said you were, you didn't correct him like you usually do." Namjoon never looked up from his paper as he sipped the hot coffee catching the rest of the group's attention with his statement.
"I-I'm not! I just wasn't paying attention when he said it." I blushed as the maknae giggled in my lap.

"The sounds from last night said otherwise. Damn those moans were hot. I forgot how better it was to hear it in person rather than the porn on my phone. Ow! Hey!" Hoseok had earned a hard smack to the back of the head with a spatula from Jin who was still flipping pancakes.
"You're delusional. You didn't hear anything." I crossed my arms and averted my gaze from the chuckling perverts.
"Baby girl, don't deny it. You love how I make you feel. Always begging me for more. Always so submissive for me." Yoongi had inched closer to my face, and I knew I probably looked like a tomato.
"Holy shit are you two gonna fuck right now? Hold on let me go get my camera!" Hoseok tried to run off only to be tripped by Jin who had "accidentally" stuck his foot out while bringing food to the table.
"Why are you always such a pervert? To think Army views, you as an angel." Jimin sighed as he set is face in his hands. Hoseok jumped back to his feet and glared at Jin who raises his brows and swatted at Hoseok as a warning to back off. Nobody messes with eomma Jinnie. Jungkook and I giggled as we watched the two argue while Jin cooked.

"So, what's the agenda for our first day of vacation?" I asked as Yoongi slid a hot cup of coffee in front of me.
"I was thinking maybe everyone can choose to do their own thing today and tonight we'll all go out to eat." Namjoon washed his mug before folding back up the newspaper he had been so interested in moments ago.
"I'm on vacation too, right? I'm not here as an assistant?"
"No, you're on vacation too. Everyone will have to run their own errands while we're here." Joon laughed. I squealed before rushing to my room leaving a confused room of guys. Quickly throwing on a bikini I had bought a month ago but never got to wear I let my hair down, the waves cascading around my shoulders as I made my way back towards the living room and kitchen.
"Okay but this restaurant has good reviews and a bigger selection of- holy shit." Namjoons words caught in his throat as I stepped into view of the kitchen. Everyone's heads turned towards me as everyone collectively gulped.
"What? Is there something on my face?" I patted my face as all 7 pairs of eyes stared wide in my direction.
"Yah! G-go put some clothes on! And you pervs, stop drooling over my girlfriend!" Yoongi shouted snapping his fingers in everyone's direction.
"I've seen Alex wear revealing stuff before, but this is practically naked. Oh man holy shit." Jungkook groaned as he attempted to adjust his sweatpants and hide the growing bulge from everyone.
"Jeon Jungkook! Where are your manners?! Formalities!" Jin swatted his crotch causing the flustered maknae to double over as Jin hit his boner in an attempt to calm him down.
"You guys act like you've never seen a girl in a bikini before." I crossed my arms as I slid on my sandals.
"No, we have. But remember we're idols and the most action any of us has gotten in a while is hookers or women who just want to sleep with someone with money." Namjoon said swallowing hard tearing his eyes away from my body and back down to his phone.
"Plus, your body was amazing in college, but you've definitely gotten a hell of a lot curvier and... ALEX IS THAT A TATTOO?!" I was turning to leave when Hoseok shouted causing me to spin back towards them.
"Tattoo? Me? Psshh nooo." I waved dismissing them as I tried to flee the house once again. Suddenly I was lifted off the ground and thrown over someone's shoulder, my barely clothed ass in the air and on display for everyone. They were right, I had gotten a tattoo. It was a drunken night hanging out with Jay and his friends and we decided to get tattoos.
"Oh no." Jungkook had rushed off stumbling towards his bedroom slamming the door shut.
"Well, he's going to be in there for a while." Jimin laughed as he approached me still smacking Taehyung trying to get him to put me down.
"Hold on we just want to see what it is!" He laughed.
"It's a rose!" Jimin laughed poking the sight of the tattoo. I squealed kicking my legs trying to wriggle free, but Tae was too strong.
"How the hell did I mot notice there is a tattoo on the side of your ass?" Yoongi asked sounding almost irritated.
"Maybe if you paid more attention to her body rather than fucking her senseless you would have noticed it last night." Jin said annoyed.
"Whatever can everyone stop staring at my girlfriend's ass now?!" Yoongi yelled earning snickers from the rest who were used to his attitude. Taehyung put me down as I mumbled the word "ex" and crossed my arms and stomping out of the house. Perverts, all of them.