Purple || MYG

Pretend

    "Move your hand off my ass or you'll be learning to jack off with your left from now on." I seethed through my teeth at Yoongi while also maintaining a fake smile for the paparazzi who were currently taking photos of BTS and me. Well, mainly Yoongi and me. After a long and disappointing discussion with Bang PD I unwillingly agreed to pretend to be Yoongis girlfriend for the press. It was calculated that a member having a significant other would boost the buzz about them on the internet and bring in fans from my modeling career and rekindle a flame within older fans.
    "Not my fault you wore that tight red dress. Not like it's the first time I've had my hands on you anyways." Yoongi chuckled while we all stepped through the large doors to the event hall.

    Tonight, was the Asian Awards and we were currently attending in the UK and Bang PD thought it would be the perfect night to reveal me to the public completely. Once inside and out of the paparazzi's eyes I stomped my heel into Yoongis expensive shoes and stormed off to our seats alone. I used the brief alone time to calm my nerves and aggravation. I sat down while trying to keep my boobs from falling out of the tight red Jessica Rabbit styles dress the stylist team picked out for me. The dress was gorgeous but not my style. I preferred to not show so much cleavage in fear of something popping out and having to deal with the embarrassment for the rest of my life. But the team wanted me to ensure all eyes were on Yoongi and me. The guys all piled into the seats around me. Yoongi was the last to sit down in his seat that was conveniently placed to my left.
    "Babygirl that wasn't very nice." He whispered in my ear sending a chill down my spine and causing a heat to ignite within me. I would be lying if I said I didn't still love Yoongi, and I would be lying big time if I said that he didn't get 100x more attractive in the years we spent apart. And to be honest, I haven't had sex since we split so I was fighting the urge to pounce on him every time we were alone. But I knew I would regret it. We weren't really together, and I didn't want to deal with the joys of dating a world-famous idol. Yoongi had taken his path and left me in the dark all those years ago and I couldn't bring myself to forgive him for what he put me through. It wouldn't work between us in the end, and I knew that.

    The lights on stage coming on drew me out of my spiraling thoughts as my attention pointed towards the stage. Various celebrities all took turns announcing categories and winners.
    "And our winner for The Rising Star award is... Bora Moon!" My mind goes blank. I had completely forgotten that I was nominated. This would be my first award since becoming a model under JYP. I didn't realize that I was still sitting wide eyed in my seat until Yoongi was helping me up and nudging me towards the stage. My mind and body kicked into overdrive as I walked onto the stage.
    Please don't trip please don't trip. I chanted in my head as I focused on my wobbling heels under my dress. I smiled and shook hands with the young man that had announced my win as he handed me my award and gave room for me near the mic. Blank. My mind went completely blank. It had been so long since I was in front of a crowd this big that I didn't know what to say. I looked out at BTS who all were smiling and gesturing for me to speak when my thoughts finally kicked back in.
    "Sorry I just, I never thought that I would actually win. I'm still pretty new to the whole being a celebrity thing. I guess I'm just surprised that I have a fan base that fully supports me and cares about me enough to nominate me. I want to thank my mom for never giving up on me and pushing me despite our poor background. My best friend Yuri who also pushed me more than anyone else and most of all BTS for being my friends and helping me become a more social person." The audience all laugh, and I catch sight of Bang PD not so subtly gesturing towards a smiling Yoongi.
    "Lastly I want to thank my boyfriend, Min Yoongi. I had a hard life and an unorthodox upbringing. My entire family were born with brown eyes and then there was me who was born purple despite my poor family. I hated it. I hated feeling like the universe made a mistake and then I met Yoongi. He helped me see that the universe doesn't make mistakes and that I have talent and deserve to be seen. So, thank you for bringing happiness into my life." I bowed and made my way back to my seat as everyone clapped and cheered. My heart never stopped pounding as I focused on steading my legs just long enough to make it to my seat. Sitting down all of the guys hugged me and said their congratulations.
    "I'm proud of you Alex." Yoongi gave me a soft genuine smile. I couldn't stop staring into his eyes and for a moment I almost forgot what was happening. I coughed and adjusted my dress as I faced the stage once again as the music award nominees were read.

    "Our winner for Outstanding Achievement in Music award goes to... no surprise here, Bangtan Sonyeondan!" Cheers erupted as the guys all made their way up to the stage. The boys were on a roller coaster that only goes up and were dominating the music industry so them winning another award came as no surprise. The guys all took their turns with their small speech. Tears were shed and laughter heard from each as they all thanked everyone in their lives.
    "And a big thank you to Bora who quickly became our sister in college and helped us stay humble!" Namjoon bowed in my direction, and I couldn't help but tear up and smile at him.
    "You may be a famous model now Bora, but you'll always be my little Alex." Jin lets out his signature laugh as he blew a kiss in my direction earning laughs from everyone.
    "Everyone knows I'm not good with words, but I wanted to thank Alex for sticking with me through many trials. Without her, I wouldn't have the courage to face you all today." A tear ran down Yoongis cheek as he made his way off to the side so the rest of the guys could speak. His gaze stayed on me as they all said their thanks and bowed before making their way back to me.
I stayed quiet as the rest of the award show went on and after hours, we were all finally back at the dorms.

    "Wahhh that was so much fun!" Jin says as he flops down on the couch.
    "I'm so tired I could just sleep right here." Taehyung curled up in a ball as he laid on top of Jin earning a smack and a shove landing him on the floor.
    "Alex noonaaaa cook us dinner pleaseee!" Jungkook gave me puppy eyes and I could tell he wouldn't be up long enough for me to even cook a whole dinner.
    "Sorry kook, everyone needs sleep. I told you to eat at the ceremony. I'll cook dinner tomorrow alright?" I patted his head as I looked up at him. Kook had gotten taller, and I almost couldn't reach the top of his head anymore. He gave me a bunny smile and hopped off towards his and Jimins room.
    "Silly bunny." I smiled at the maknae who still acted like a kid.
    "I'm off to bed guys. I have got to get out of this dress! I feel like I can't breathe."
    "I can help you out of the dress if you want." Taehyung jumped up and ran towards me hugging me from behind.
    "Always such a flirt." I rolled my eyes and laughed. Just as I was about to push his arms off me his weight disappeared, and loud thump caused me to turn around.
    "Oh no not again." I heard Jimin say before rushing to his room.
    "Taehyung how many times do I have to tell you to keep your fucking hands off my girlfriend?!" Yoongi yelled as he stood over a scowling Taehyung who sat on the floor where he was shoved.
    "Ex-girlfriend, hyung." He smirked. The two had obviously had too much champagne as they challenged one another.
    "You little shit!" Yoongi flung himself at Tae but was quickly pulled away by Namjoon as the younger sat on the floor laughing clearly drunk and enjoying pissing off his elder.
    "Could you two stop it?! This happens every time you two drink and I'm getting sick of it. If you two can't learn to stop this stupid feud, then I'll find another job. I left once and I'll leave again!"

    The room grew quiet. Taehyung held his head low while Yoongi yanked his arms away from Namjoon.
    "Then fucking leave! We didn't ask for you to come crawling back to us! It's not our fault you couldn't make it as a model and now you're back stuck up our asses!" Yoongi punched the wall as he flung the front door open and stormed out slamming it. Tears welled up in my eyes, this was the first argument since this whole "fake dating" thing had started. I stormed off to my room locking the door behind me. I ripped the tight dress off my body accidentally breaking the back zipper in my hurry. I angrily threw on a tee shirt and some clean underwear and curled up in my bed sniffling as I fell asleep to the sounds of yelling downstairs.