Purple || MYG

Confession

Yoongs POV
I cleaned up Alex as she slept. After throwing the dirty towel into the laundry bin I climbed into bed behind her, wrapping my arms around her small waist. She had gotten skinnier since college. Model life had taken a toll on her body. Nobody but me and the guys noticed it. She smiled and acted sarcastic, but I could see how her bright violet eyes had dimmed. She was skinnier, almost boney. She had dark circles permanently etched under her eyes and her skin had gotten paler. To others she looked like an ideal model, thin and pale. But to me she just looked tired. Still gorgeous but not like herself. I pulled her close to me, her naked skin cool against my own.

I'm sure Hoseok had planned this with the rooms. I'm not sure how or when but I'm sure he's behind it. He said he would help me, and I guess this is his way of "helping" me. Though I didn't expect for this to happen on our first night here let alone at all. Sure, I tease her a lot and the other night I was needy and growing agitated at her always being around me and walking around the house in shorts and crop tops that I may have lost my composure, but she didn't stop me. She should have stopped me. I guess she missed me as much as I missed her.
Back to Alex
"Noonaaa! Hyungggg!" I jolted up in bed at the banging on the door and yelling of the maknae line. I looked at the time on my phone, 8am. Aish. Can't these kids let people sleep?! I wrapped a sheet around my body, so I was covered and peaked the door open.
"What?" I answered slightly grumpy from being woken up. Before I could stop them, they pushed through the doorway and into the room.
"Yah!" I shouted pulling the sheet closer to my body. Yoongi shot up at the sound of me yelling.
"Can you idiots get the fuck out?" He leaned back on his arms, his bare torso slightly shimmering in the sunlight peeking through the sheer curtains.
"Sheild your eyes children!" Jin had walked in with a pink apron and spatula swatting at the giggling maknaes shooing them out of the room. I sighed and realized I felt eyes staring me down. I turned and met Yoongi who was still laying in the same position with the blanket hanging dangerously low. I blushed and excused myself to the restroom to calm myself down. Okay so last night you lost control and had sex with Yoongi. It doesn't mean anything. Adults have one night stands all the time. Doesn't mean you have to commit to anything.

"Alex, can I talk to you?" Shit.
"Yeah, I'll be out in a second!" I yelled from the other side of the door. I took one last glance at myself in the mirror before throwing a shirt on to try and cover up the hickeys that peppered the sides of my neck. I stepped out of the bathroom to see Yoongi sitting on the bed with his head hung low. I sat down beside him and waited for him to speak.
"I-I'm sorry for last night. I don't know what came over me." He kept his eyes trained on the floor. Yoongi never apologized unless he thought that he really fucked up.
"It's okay Yoongs. I didn't stop you and I could have but I didn't." He nodded his head and it stayed silent. I went to speak again but he cut me off.
"It's just even after all these years I haven't been able to get over you. I've tried so hard. I stopped begging Yuri and even Jay to tell me where you were, I stopped stalking your social media. The one thing I couldn't do was forget that night." He stood up and went to his luggage. He rummaged around a bit before he pulled out a chain with the engagement ring, he bought me hanging on it.
"Don't worry I'm not gonna propose to you again. You already said no years ago I wouldn't embarrass myself like that again." He chuckled but it sounded pained.
"But I can't forget you and everything we shared. I know you told me, and Yuri even told me to just forget you and move on. It was just a college fling and we both have careers and different lives now, but I can't. To me it wasn't just a college fling. You're the first girl I ever loved. I never meant for this to happen. When I met you Jimin was immediately interested in Yuri, so we stayed around for the sake of him getting to know her better. I always had a thing for messing with girls and I never had any trouble getting what I wanted. I had money and purple eyes and I had never had a girl say no to me." I laughed a little and he sat down and looked at me.
"But then I met you. You weren't interested in my wealth or my future. You weren't interested in me at all and at first, I thought it was a facade, but I got to know you and I fell in love with you. I know I've fucked up badly in the past and more so recently but Alex, I still love you. I never stopped loving you." Tears welled up in my eyes at the sight of Yoongis glossy eyes. The deep purple hue glistening under the sunlight that brightened up our room. I couldn't look away. I was lost. I've been lost since I left years ago. My heart acted for me. I hugged Yoongi tightly catching him off guard. His hands hesitated before he placed them on my back. His light sniffles were muffled as he buried his head in the crook of my neck. Tears streamed down my face as I thought of our past.
"I still love you too Yoongi."