Rainy Days

Isolation And Horror pt.2: Eralin

He started off by groping my thighs and forcefully smashing his disgusting chapped lips onto mine I bit his lip and pushed him off. He got angrier and slowly started taking off the top part of my revealing dress to reveal my boobs. That night, he took advantage of me, he took my virginity, tried taking my first kiss, he came inside me, slapped me and used me in the most disgusting ways possible I passed out the moment he tried to rape me for the second time, before I lost consciousness I could hear the man sighing in disappointment. When I woke up, I saw the fat and sweaty man fully undressed on top of me, ramming his small dick into my private part, I felt excruciating pain, there was so much blood between my legs, I was crying and telling him to stop. He didn't listen. I got so angry at that moment, it all was building up since the very moment I realized my mother was trying to marry me off to some rich business man that was triple my age. I gathered my strength and my courage, and spat in his face, he pulled out and started yelling at me, I got up and kicked him with my heels where it hurts. I could hear the man almost crying as I pulled my dress down and ran for the door.

I snuck around the mansion to find a secret exit so that my mother wouldn't notice me leaving. Out of nowhere I hear security behind me, I sprinted to the exit and ran home on my heels. It hurt so much, I felt disgusting, and everything hurt. After 1 hour of none stop running, I arrived home.

I took of my heels and I hid them in my room. I was planning of crying in my room but I didn't want to be alone, so I went to my brothers room and climbed up to the roof where he always sat vaping and smoking. I scared the soul out of him when he saw me, bleeding between my legs, smudged makeup, my hair in a mess and crying my eyes out. My brother embraced me and rubbed my back, he was furious. He didn't know what to say but I could feel his body trembling with anger.

"What happened to you! Tell me now Alin!"

Arthur spoke with an enraged deep voice.
"M-mom...s-she wanted t-to marry me off...to some old dirty man. H-he t-touched me in places...*swallows* he took my virginity and tried to take my first kiss...it hurts so much Arthur...I can still feel his touch...."

I could barely get those disgusting words out of my mouth. And the realization hit me even harder then before, I started sobbing and shaking. Arthur adjusted his position to hug me, he kissed the top of my head and he rocked me back and forwards until I calmed down a little more. I could hear him whisper something under his breath, I couldn't make out what he was saying. He hummed the chorus to my favorite song If It Is You by Jung Sueng Hwan. I closed my eyes and slowly started to relax more in his arms. I tried to fully take in this moment with him, after all this was the last time I will be in his embrace. And at that moment I truly realized how much I regretted ignoring my big brother since I was little, I regret not hanging out with him earlier, maybe if I did that I would be happier than I was back then, maybe this would've never happened and I wouldn't be in this situation.