This week has been good to me, I feel at ease at this school, everybody has the same interests as me and I get along with people easily, I found some nice people to hang out with, Ella brings me so much joy she's a huge ray of sunshine, Han is a huge comedian and always makes me cry from laughing, then you have her, Rain. She makes me feel some kind of way, every time she's near me my heart starts beating obnoxiously fast and I am clueless as to why this is happening, alongside that, she makes me feel some kind of way, I can't describe it. Every time I lock my eyes with hers I feel a weird mixture of happiness and depression deep in my heart, the feeling you get when somebody hurts you in a way you could never recover from, yet where does that happiness come from, my mind can't comprehend it.
Flashing images of a girl with pink colored dutch braids with freckles and a nose ring keep occurring when I look into her deep ocean blue eyes, as well in my dreams, the happy memories with that girl keep flashing in my dreams. I'm starting to get really unsettled from the dreams, but I don't want them to stop because in my dreams with the girl my heart fills up with happiness, warmth and all my stress just fades away and I only focus on the girl that's in front of me, holding my hands and giving me a smile that feels so genuine, filled with love and happiness, on the beach we took of our clothes and went skinny dipping late at night, after we stared at the moon while never letting go of one another, we kissed, hugged, we sang songs and laughed, my heart never felt so calm and warm before. Pure serenity is what it felt like, yet how come I always wake up in tears every time I dream of her? I can't talk about it to anybody because it's just strange, I can't just walk up to uncle Charles randomly and say "Hey uncle!! I just wanna pop in and tell you that I have been realistic dreams of a girl with pink hair and myself running on a beach and kissing each other! Oh and also I met a really attractive girl at university and when I look at her I see that very same girl from my dreams flashing by!!"
No that is definitely out of the question.
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Rainy Days
RomanceBoth suffering from severe trauma's from the past, from a young age they dreamed of living a different life, they dreamed of dropping everything and leaving it all behind. The day they both got set free, is the very day they both started having str...
