My voice was hoarse, and as soon as the realization kicked in that I just admitted that she was my first kiss, I lowered my head in embarrassment. I didn't mean to reveal that information to her, I saw her face change to a startled expression, she backed up and let go of my leg. I looked up in response to her action and quickly grabbed her arm preventing her to walk away from me. I locked my eyes with hers once again and I saw the absolute shame in her eyes, she took my hand and jerked it off her arm. She said "I'm so sorry I didn't mean for this to happen." and she stepped away from me creating a distance between us and gave me one last look before she turned around and left the room.
Confusion struck me, I sat on the table for a few seconds and just stared into the distance wondering what the hell just happened. I got off the table and almost tripped because of my shaky legs, I gave myself a little slap to get my head straight as I walked towards the door. I forced a big smile when I opened the door only to be greeted by Han and Ella. Rain was nowhere to be seen, I was scanning the area until I saw her across the street talking to a man. He was all in black with a nice bike behind him, I was looking at them and I saw her grabbing a helmet out of the backpack that he wore. She hopped onto his bike and they sped off in the blink of an eye. I hated the fact that I felt my heart sting a little when I saw her disappear from my eye sight with a man. I actually fucking hated her for leaving me like that. I am not going to be like this, no, no no. I just had my first ever kiss. I almost got undressed and I liked it more than I expected. I needed to get my head straight, just keep it in the back of your head for now and focus on getting home safe.
I called a cab for Han and Ella, both of them were completely shitfaced. My uncle came to pick me up and brought me back to the apartment. I took off my makeup and tied my hair up, I plopped onto the bed and fell asleep without even changing into my pyjama's. I had a very good dream that night to say the least.
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Rainy Days
عاطفيةBoth suffering from severe trauma's from the past, from a young age they dreamed of living a different life, they dreamed of dropping everything and leaving it all behind. The day they both got set free, is the very day they both started having str...
