Rica's POV
2 weeks later
I got out of the hospital a few days ago. John's eye is getting better. But I'm not getting any better. What happened to me damaged my brain so much.
I sighed as I remembered my childhood with John. I'm carrying a past inside my heart that's one of the reasons that I wanted to die. John can't remember anything about me because of my own clumsiness.
*FLASHBACK*
No one's POV
"John! C'mon! Can't you go any faster?"
Young Rica and John were chasing each other in the streets while cars keep on driving. Rica appears to be 6 while John is 10.
"Rica, slow down. We might get... hit." said John while panting.
"Not a chance!" Rica giggled.
John tried his best to catch up with Rica but she was too fast. John stops in the middle of the road, catching his breath.
"Hurry, I'm here." Rica said jumping up and down on the side walk.
John took a step forward. A car appeared out of nowhere and John was hit.
"John!" Rica yelled his name in terror.
John rolled down to a man hole. His eyes were closed and his head was bleeding. The people around saw what happened and called for a rescue. John was rescued but unfortunately, he lost his memories. John's parents agreed to separate John and Rica for the sake of their child's safety.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I punched the mirror that was in front of me. The shards cut my knuckles. I didn't care. I was too guilty.
I bought a pistol awhile ago. I loaded in a bullet and pointed it on my head. Tears were streaming down my cheeks. I attempted suicide so many times but it all failed. Besides, I'm already broken, battered, violated, tortured, and underestimated by people around me.
NO ONE understands me! NO ONE cares for me! I am NOT WORTHY to live.
I pulled the trigger and...
"RICA, NOOOO!!!"
John rushes in but...
BANG!
Oh, whut?! I can still breathe. The bullet hit John's right arm instead of me.
"Aack!" he grunted.
"John! I-"
"That's it! This is too much! John should choose between us if he wants some peace." Jen suddenly pulls John to the couch to patch him up.
"Thank you, Jennifer." John said as he caress Jen's face.
Jen finished healing his wounds and John sat up with a serious look on his face.
"You know what, guys? I need some time to think. I'll give you an answer tomorrow."
Jen and I nodded. John and her left my house.
I wish that he will choose me!
(A/N: Who do you think John should choose? ;))
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