How To Be Scared Of Color

mirage

That day was weird. And Felix didn't know why. The atmosphere was just...off...different, and the blonde really wanted to know why. He didn't like when things felt abnormal. He liked knowing things. Understanding things. That feeling of abnormality made him a bit crazy.

"Felix, do you know where Seungmin went?" Jeongin asked as he approached the older at his locker.

The Australian took a moment to register what the younger said before he shook his head, "no, I don't know, sorry."

"Okay, thanks anyway, have fun in class," Jeongin smiled as he walked away.

Felix waved as the younger walked away before he saw someone down the hall, talking to one of his teammates. They were laughing about something and Felix just stared. The male he didn't recognize was handsome. Super handsome.

He was fairly tall, Jake's height. He had sharp features and a nice sense of style, and Felix how he couldn't help but stare at the other male. He hated how he wanted to go over there. He hated how he wanted to introduce himself to the boy. This is why he didn't ever leave his dorm.

He furrowed his eyebrows as he watched the male walk away from Jake, and watching his teammate turn and head towards him. Part of him wanted to stop the other Australian. Ask about who that guy was, but he refrained. It's best if he doesn't know. He hated that he wanted to know.

Felix sighed as he closed his locker, walking straight into his classroom. Trying to push the thoughts of that male away, but when that male he had seen before walked into his classroom to deliver something to his teacher half way into his class, he found it to be a bit difficult. Felix stared at the taller male as he spoke to the teacher about something. Only, averting his gaze when he saw the other male turn and make his way out of the classroom.

Felix ducked his head, intently staring at his paper as the other male walked by. Felix now hated having a seat by the walkway of the class. He hoped the unknown male didn't see him staring. That would be truly embarrassing. After he heard the classroom door shut, he let out a sigh he didn't realize he had been holding in, ugh, what's wrong with me?

After class, Felix was quick to head back to his dorm. He sat watching TV and doing homework for a while before he started to get bored, which was weird, he never normally got bored.

He tried drawing, watching Titoks, scrolling through all social media he had really, but still, he couldn't help but feel bored. And despite the voice in his head telling him to stay in his dorm, he left, walking to a nearby cafe, only after sending a text to his friend to meet him there.

"Hey," Felix sighed out.

"Hey, nice to see it was actually you who texted me," Chan chuckled, "ever since what happened you never leave your dorm."

Felix hadn't seen the older in a while. He missed the other Australian, but they had always been so close and seeing the older in color...it just suited chan. Color suited him so well. He had such a bright personality despite the fact that he always wore black. When Felix noticed that back when he had the privilege of seeing color, he laughed. How could someone with such a colorful personality, wear dark colors all the time? Felix didn't know, but for the older, the dark clothes just worked. And the older said it worked for him.

Yeah, Chan could see color. He and Seungmin were a thing. And they were so cute together. They had been together for a few years, and everyone could see how into each other they both were. Felix was so happy for them. He was happy for all of his close friends. Even Minho and Jisung who were both blind bats.

"Yeah, sorry," Felix chuckled, "it just seems more safe for me to stay in my dorm."

"And yet, you're here," Chan hummed, "what made you come to this decision?"