How To Be Scared Of Color

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"You're kidding," Jisung said, "you're actually kidding."

"Ain't no way," Minho chuckled.

"I'm being serious," Felix groaned, "I just- I don't ugh."

"You're telling me," Jisung said, sitting up on Felix's bed, "that you, kissed Changbin, whom of which you claimed for months that you didn't like. That you hated."

"You are correct yeah," Felix nodded, "and that's not even the worst part."

"Then what's the worst part?" Minho questioned.

"I um," Felix hesitated, looking around his room before spotting one of his posters and stacked albums. He sighed, "I didn't realize that TXT's new album had some green in it."

"Oh my god," Minho said, Jisung just sat there with his jaw dropped open, "no way."

"I don't know what to do I just- I can't like him I can't-"

"Why can't you? You two literally kissed," Jisung managed to say.

"I know but I can't be with him, what if it leaves me heartbroken?" Felix asked, "again?"

"What if it doesn't?" Minho asked back.

"I don't know I just...I can't," the Australian sighed out.

"How about this," Jisung cleared his throat, "see where it leads. On it's own. Take it day by day, who knows, maybe these feelings will disappear?"

Felix shrugged, "maybe."

"Come on, we should get you to your tournament," Jisung said as he stood, pulling Minho up with him.

"Okay...okay yeah," Felix nodded, "I'm scared to see him again. I avoided him yesterday."

"Of course you did," Minho chuckled, "you don't need to avoid him you know."

"I do," Felix nodded, "for my own sanity."

"Fair enough, let's go," Minho replied.

Once at the game, Felix, Seungmin, and Jeongin had some time before they needed to put on their cleats and warm up, so they decided to hang out with their group until the time came. And when Felix saw Changbin, he immediately felt like running away and never talking to the older male again. He stayed where he was though.

"Hey guys," Changbin greeted, "how are you feeling about the tournament? Think you'll win?"

"I think we have a decent chance," Jeongin nodded.

"That's good," Hyunjin stated.

Seungmin nodded, "yeah."

"One of the teams is kind of pushy though," Felix sighed out, "it'll be annoying to deal with."

"That team?" Hyunjin asked, Seungmin nodded.

"Don't worry, if they get too pushy with you guys, we'll beat them up," Chan said, slinging an arm around Changbin and Jisung.

"We'll beat them up too," Seungmin nodded.

"No you guys would get kicked off the team if you did that," Changbin reminded, "and we don't want that."

"You guys would get banned from coming to anymore games," Felix chuckled, "and we don't want that."

"That's true," Hyunjin nodded.

The ravenette smiled at that, looking at the ground and clearing his throat before looking back up when Jeongin said, "we should go get around guys."

"Okay," Seungmin and Felix chuckled after they spoke at the same time before the older of the two spoke again, "let's go."