How To Be Scared Of Color

silver sand

Felix was going a bit crazy by the end of the following week. He sat in his room on a Friday night, staring at the ceiling, wondering what the hell he could have done to deserve what had been changed just in the span of a week and a half.

In the span of a week and a half, he had met some guy he really didn't want to meet, and that exact male, was making it his life goal to get even the slightest bit close with Felix in order to get his number or Snapchat user. Unbeknownst to Felix, Changbin had found his Instagram, but respecting Felix's wishes, decided not to follow the Australian.

In the span of a week and a half, Changbin had managed to get on the Australian's nerves an insane amount of times, by doing simple things that really shouldn't have even irritated the male in the first place. Changbin was just doing things he saw, as friendly.

In the span of a week and a half, Changbin had managed to go out of his way to give Felix small things such as a small snack, or some type of drink with small notes that said things like, "have a good day today:)" and "make sure to eat today." He had also managed to walk Felix to his class a couple times, asking him about things he liked other that Soccer. And for some reason that Felix really didn't know, he answered some of Changbin's questions. Most of Changbin's questions.

And Felix was cursing his curious side. Cursing it for being so weak to answer Changbin's questions. For part of him having the want to get to know the other male. He hated being this way, caving so easily. He had built up walls to protect himself from wanting to get to know anyone knew, in fear of getting attached to them. In fear of beginning to like someone again. He didn't want that to happen. But then came Changbin, and instead of someone else taking down the walls he built, Felix was taking them down himself. And he was so angry at himself. And the fact that he had no one to blame but himself, made him even more angry.

He brought his hands to his face as he stared at the ceiling and sighed, closing his eyes only to see Changbin. The way the dark haired male looked at the soccer game, when he told the Australian that he would get to know the younger. And he groaned, running his hands through his hair in frustration as he sat up, deciding to go out and get some fresh air. He needed to clear his head.

He slipped on his shoes, his favorite shoes. He bought them before he lost his ability to see color. They were red, white, and black high tops. Knock off Jordans. They weren't oh so comfortable anymore since Felix constantly wore them, but he dealt with it. Because they were his favorite.

He left his dorm, and left campus at eight p.m. Walking to the nearest convenience store. He bought a couple bowls of ramen, along with a cup of ice, and some iced coffee that he figured was going to keep him awake for way too long, but he didn't care. He took his jacket off, (the weather getting a bit colder as the weeks went on) and placed on the back of one of the chairs in the back of the store. There having been some tables for people to sit and eat.

Much to his luck after Felix had poured his bagged iced coffee into the cup of ice, and was preparing to eat his ramen, he heard someone speak. Right as he was about to take a bite of his second dinner, "Felix?"

Bruh, "hi."

"I didn't expect to see you here," Changbin smiled, at the light haired male as Jake walked up right behind Changbin, "can we sit with you?"

"Actually, I have to get back to my dorm, I've got some homework to do," Jake said as he patted Changbin's shoulder and leaving.

"Can I join you?" Changbin asked again.

No. No. Say no. Say no, "sure," that's literally not the word "no."

"Cool," Changbin smiled as he sat down. Felix noticed that Changbin was going to say something and he quickly took a decently sized bite of his first bowl of ramen. Changbin simply smiled before opening his already prepared ramen and taking a bite of it. They for the most part, they ate in silence, despite Changbin asking a couple questions right as Felix took a bite of his ramen. Though at some point, Changbin realized that Felix was taking too big of bites, and eating too fast that he said, "Felix, slow down, you might choke."