Just a little messed up

Eyes

YEJI'S POV 

Taking a bath in the morning is not my thing. I take a hot shower before sleeping or it is just me being stinky and going to school. I put on my transparent glass and i look too much like a nerd. Who will notice me however. I'm wearing them for my eyes which i ruined with my own hands. 

When i reached to my class it was too early. I kept my back in place and wandered around. My eyes land on a familiar once, Olivia. Well, that bitch won't stop trying to apologise. I just don't feel like i want people like her in my life. And Nancy who is sympathising her. I walked pass her as if she is a complete stranger which I wish she was.  In my class the people were too approachable. It was 10 minutes to bell and i went back to class. 

Winter, who sits behind me was humourous and she cracked jokes on everything she could see. She was too confident about herself. The way she danced to Lisa's Money was kinda hot. I was thinking when someone popped to my left. "Hey, can I sit here?" The girl asks. I'm still learning how to deny so I'm really embarrassed to say no. "Actually, um. Chaeryeong's here" i said. "come on its a long bench even 4 can sit" she spoke. "It's me, Chaeryeong and Ria in this bench. I'm sorry but you can sit at the back" i said trying not to sound rude. 

"Please, that's gonna be too behind and i would not be able to see the board." She pleaded and taps her leg in urgency. "Chaeryeong's not here too" she added. "You can sit here if Chaeryeong's absent" i said. She huffs and sits right behind me. 

The class stars and cherry is not here. I wonder why she did not attend school today. And as i took out my social text book from my bag which was on my right, my eyes met a pair of shining caramel brown eyes melting my heart. I feel a tickle in my stomach and a slight panic in my chest. 

Fuck.

I moved my glaze from them and looked at my classroom teacher who just entered. I placed my hand on my chest and suck in a deep breath. We wished the teacher and say back down. "What happened?" Ria asked. I shook my head and stared at her. 

Lia.

What is it? What was that feeling? Why did i feel something like that? That's my friend and fuck that tickle in my stomach. 

"Yeji, how about you read from where we stopped yesterday?" I looked up and sighed. Standing in my place i started reading the too boring economics chapter. After the reading and the lesson the teacher started the rants. I don't even know her name to be Frank. I never attended any online stuff and i dont really know what's going on.  

"Lia don't you think according to your height you should be sitting in the front?" She questioned. She asked Lia to sit in the first bench in my side of the row. Well, she was tiny honestly but first bench is a little too much. As far as i know Lia she would never sit in the first bench, that's too nerdy according to her. Actually according to the 3- fourth of the class.