Just a little messed up

Bench-mate

It's been a week and the classes are boring as hell. I'm sitting alone on the last bench mostly just passing my time. I'm happy that Veronica Miss is my history teacher. I didn't know she teaches history too. My English teacher is funny, not her personality but how she teaches. 

The first day she asked everyone to introduce themselves and she also asked what is that one thing from last year that haunts us. I made up something and said because no one knows me in this class and I want it to be like that. 

Each day I just go there and sit. Staring at the teachers because I have no interest in studying when I know that I have to leave this school anyways the lunch breaks are what I look forward to. We all go to Ryujin's class and eat. 

Today Jennifer said that she's going to talk to Lia about me. I rejected that idea right away because it will seem like I talk about her to my friends. When lunch ended I headed back to class and sat in my seat and put my head down. I thought I heard Lia's voice so I looked at her seat but she wasn't there. I looked beside me where the window was and there Lia and Jennifer were talking. God, please I don't want Jennifer to talk about anything which is related to me. 

Lia comes inside the classroom and sits in her seat which is right in front of me. I put my head down again till the teacher comes. 

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"What did you talk to her? I told you not to" 

"You don't want to hear this"

"Say me"

"She said you give her weird vibes"

"weird vibes??"

"Like you know...."

"Okay, she means gay vibes?"

She nods. I cannot expect more from Lia. Just a few more days and our summer vacation begins. We walk out of our school gate and I walk to Ryujin's van and then I walked with Chaeryeong to our van. Going back home with Chaeryeong feels so pleasant, I can share all the things now that we aren't in the same class anymore. 

Chaeryeong lives close, sometimes she just stays at my place and we gossip about our family members.  Chaeryeong seriously hates how everyone compares her with her brother. She isn't loud when she says something in school, but when we talk about family, she shows so much frustration. 

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JUNE;

I started shopping for warmer clothes and I'm happy that I get to pick what I want, I love the way I dress myself. All baggy and comfy. My aunt and cousin are also coming with us. She too got a job in the same school. I'm overjoyed knowing that Seyeon is going to be with me. She is like my support and she listens to everything I say. She knows everyone from my school even if she did not see them in person because I want so much about them to her. 

We'll be leaving on July 2nd for Atlanta. Our relatives live in Chicago and a few of them live in Texas. I'm excited to explore that city. Today is the first day of school after the summer vacation. Before class start I mostly go to Ryujin's class and we talk about anything random.