Unforgettable ~Sapnap x Y/N

~Chapter 3~

After we all finished up the three movies we watched, it was well after 12am.

We all say our goodnights and head to bed.

I change into a crop top and some shorts and climb into my bed.

 'I really needed to get shopping for some clothes and decorations soon.' I think in my head as I bury my face into my pillow.

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I wake up the next morning with a jolt, I quickly get up and look around to see if she was anywhere near me. I sigh in relief as it was just a dream. I glance at my phone and turn it on to see that it read '5:12' 

"Oh well." I sigh as I get out of bed.

I quietly walk to my bedroom door and open it; I close it again and walk into the living room and look out the large window. I see the stars that litter the sky and quietly put on my shoes and open and close the door going outside. I walk down the concrete steps and look up at the sky. I glance around and see a large grass field down the street. I look back at the house and see it still in the dead of the morning. I walk down the street and get to the field; I walk into it and go near the middle and lay down on my back looking up into the billions of stars.

I sigh in content and watch as the occasional satellite goes across the sky. Nothing wrong could really truly happen in this moment. 

I was finally at peace away from my monstrous mother and that horrible home.

I sit up from my warm spot and watch as the sun begins to rise. I hum a small tune my father used to sing to me before bed. I tear up at the thought of him, all the fond memories I had with him. I feel the tear roll down my cheek and hit the grass below me. My father was always there for me before my mother ever was, she just tolerated me. I knew it but I didn't want to believe it.

I sigh and let the tears fall, I realize this is truly a time I can let my emotions free. She's not here to yell at me, to call me a baby for crying, for being truly hurt. She never let me grieve my father, she said I wasn't deserving of it. 

I let the tears truly fall after all the years of being held in. I sob and cry in pain, the pain that I wasn't allowed to feel, the pain I wasn't allowed to let go and grieve about. I watch as the sun rises above the trees with the oranges and reds all blending together. 

I feel someone crouch down next to me and wipe my tears away, I turn and see Sapnap with his arms open for a hug. I fall into the hug, and he rubs my back in a soothing pattern.

"Why are you out here at 6:15 in the morning love?" Sapnap asks me softly.

"I woke up early from a dream and decided to get fresh air and saw this field and laid in it. I'm sorry, was I not supposed to?" I look up at him with slight fear in my eyes.

"You're allowed to do anything you want to, okay?" He says with a smile.

"Are you sure you're okay with it?" I ask looking back at the sunrise and leaning more into Sapnap.

"Positive." He says as he sits down with me in his arms.

We sit down and talk about our lives for a while and what we want to do in the future. We laugh and joke around and just lay in the grass enjoying our time together.

I sigh in content realizing what good friends I have now. Especially Sapnap.

"Thank you for always being there for me, I know I have been a bit much." I say as I look at him.

"You're welcome, I really don't mind, and I'm glad you feel safe around me. That's what I truly care about." He says looking at me with a smile.

I smile and lay on my back and look up to the sky watching as the new clouds go by.