It's been a week, and I still wasn't over the break in.
I didn't realize that something like that would have such a harsh impact on my mental health or remind me so much of my mother, what she did to me, what she has done to my mental stability.
I hadn't been eating correctly, any noises or loud bangs made me fall into panic, and I had been locking myself away from everyone else.
Sapnap has been there for me, comforting me, helping me eat, and taking care of Elvira while I've been in this state. Karl has helped me take care of myself, getting me to change out of my old clothes, painting my nails to distract me, anything he can do while Sapnap is busy or away.
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"Darling?" Sapnap gently calls out, soothingly rubbing my shoulder.
I hum, rolling onto my other side to face him.
"Your dad is coming over; would you like to see him?" he asks softly.
"Really?" I question, sitting myself up slowly.
"Yes baby, he wants to see you and Elvira." he answers with a small smile.
"Alright, I'll get dressed." I state with a yawn.
He moves out of the way, and I slip out of the warm bed standing up and walking over to the closet.
I change into a black hoodie, sweatpants, and slick back my hair into a ponytail, a sigh escaping my lips as I look at my appearance. Dark circles rested under my eyes, my hair a mess, my skin was pale, and my body looked like I lost far too much weight.
Sapnap's arms wrap around my waist, his thumb slipping under my hoodie and rubbing little circles on my skin.
"You're so beautiful." he whispers, his lips grazing my ear as he looks at me through the mirror.
A small smile breaks out on my face, and I turn around, wrapping my arms around his middle.
"I love you." I state, my chin resting on his chest as I look up at him.
"I love you more."
"I doubt that."
He rolls his eyes and leans down and kisses my lips softly.
I release him and kiss his cheek, before walking over to the door, Sapnap following close behind.
"How are you feeling my love?" He questions, his hand rested on my back as he walks beside me.
"A little better, I don't know why it troubled me so much. I'm sorry." He stopped walking, turning to me with a raised brow.
"My Dear, don't ever apologize for something like that. You went through horrible things when you were younger. I do not mind if you have a harder time throughout this, it brings back memories that were stored away. I told you; I will always be here for you through anything. I do not plan to take back my word."
A small quiver from your lip started, before a few tears fell down your cheeks. Sapnap smiled softly, reaching up and wiping away the water. A soft kiss planted against your forehead, and you wrapped your arms around his waist, head rested against his chest.
"Thank you Sap, I don't know where I would be without you." You sighed, snuggling up into his chest a little more.
"Let's not think of that yeah?" he smiles down at you, gently moving a strand of hair from your face.
A soft grin placed itself across you lips and you smiled, taking his hand as you continued down the hallway. Soft conversation floating about.
Small giggling and squealing could be heard from the living room. A smile broke across your face as you quickened your steps. Sapnap laughing behind you seeing your eagerness.
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Unforgettable ~Sapnap x Y/N
FanfictionY/n, a girl trapped in a horrible home after a tragic accident that led to her fathers death, is left with her abusive mother who despises her. Not only does her only parent she have left hurt her terribly both mentally and physically, she has no o...
