My charm? (Hakouoki Fanfic)

Pent up

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"Chizuru!!" I catch up to the girl as she runs to her room and falls onto her futon. "Chizuru.." I wince as I see tears fall down towards her face, clutching her bed. "He didn't say that towards you..he was trying to get a rise out of me..."
I say as I kneel down towards her and stroke her back trying to comfort her, not exactly knowing the best way to deal with emotions due to being raised like an emotionless doll.

She raises her head to look at me as more tears cascade down her rosy cheeks. I use the cloth tied around my waist to dry her tears, she sniffles but cry's more.

"Even if he meant it towards you, it's true. I really can't do anything." She says as she holds herself in a ball and shoves her face in her knees.

"You can do so much, cook, fight, and even get along with them so well as if you've known them for years...I wish I was you." She says as her words slightly muffle, I wince at the last statement, 'you should never wish to be me..' I think as I sadly stroke her back.

"Hey, he surely did not mean for it to come out that way. Okita is just an ass that says things before he thinks. He definitely adores you with how he wouldn't stop messing with you. After you ran out he was visibly concerned and ashamed with how he worded that towards me." I say as she swifts her head up to look at me and sniffles.
"Really?"

"Yes, they all truly care even if they don't act like it. And don't say you want to be me, you are adorable and truly care about people. I on the other hand mess with them so having you there is a refresher." I smile at her as she begins to perk up.

"You think so? You don't think I'm a nuisance.." She says as I laugh slightly. "Of course not, in any case they took us in and made us stay here so us being a nuisance is all on them." I say as I see her nod in approval at my statement.

"You're right! But I need to find an area of expertise that I can do as well, I don't just want to sit around all day." She sulks as she begins to ponder what she is good at.

"Hmmm, how about catering to one of the commanders? I'm sure they would need some help with their work or even just bringing them refreshments when needed." I state the first thing off the top of my head as she whips her head at me, I sweat drop at the look she gives me.

"That's a great idea!" She happily exclaims and I hear slight laughter outside the thin sliding walls. "I'll talk to Kondo or Hijikata about it okay? Just get some rest for now." I say as I stand up and silently walk to the door.

"Okay, thank you Mai." She says as she gives me the most heart warming smile I've ever seen, I nod briefly and walk out the door seeing Harada and Okita shockingly standing there frozen as they've been caught.

"I-I didn't even hear you come towards the door..." Harada says awkwardly as I close the door and waltz over to them angrily.

"Can you guys seriously not leave her alone for like 5 minutes? Bunch of dogs truly." I spit out as I walk past them, brushing against Okita's arm in the process.

"Hey there sweetheart, we have to keep on eye on both of ya' making sure you don't try to escape." Harada says as he watches in amusement when Okita takes my arm and pulls me towards him, catching me in his arms.

I struggle on his hold, not wanting to be near this douche who made my friend upset and didn't even apologize. "Heyy, calm down. You'll break a nail." He mockingly says as his hand trails to grasp my flailing arm.

I resist every urge to not kick this man right in the balls, seeing how that would leave him to not ever have children. I sigh and lean back towards him slightly defeated and tired, closing my eyes. I feel Okita flinch as my entire body weight falls on him and he catches me by placing his arm around me waist. His breath warming my neck as he struggles to comprehend what is happening.

I feel a hand placed on my forehead and I open my eyes to see a concerned Harada. "No fever. Are you okay Mairin-Chan?" He says as he observes my face, closer than I anticipated as I feel his breath on my skin.

Slightly overwhelmed by being in the middle of both men as their hot breath intoxicate me, I semi forget my plan of catching them off guard and escaping as they both caught 𝓶𝓮 off guard. I breathe heavily as I gaze at Harada with hunger. Okita's hand traveling my waist is not helping as my ribbon that was once holding my kimono was given to Chizuru he has clear access to my skin.

Harada's demeanor changes completely as he gazes into my hazed over eyes. He growls taking in my slightly exposed body as Okita's hand travels. Harada leans closer, eyes settled on my lips as I pant. I feel something graze my bottom as that snaps me back into reality, my eyes widening as I am almost kissed by Harada.

I panic and kick Okita away and duck to the side from the incoming kiss. 'What the actual fuck just happened.' I frantically think as I gaze at the two males as they both look at each other than to me shocked as if 𝓘 just denied 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶. 'Am I really that horny and pent up to almost let 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓼𝓮 𝓽𝔀𝓸 almost have their way with me?' I think as I shake my head and grab my kimono and wrap it around myself tightly and walk away, ignoring the looks from both two males.

'I should have just fucked Kondo last night, even though I may have seemed like a whore, I literally almost screwed in open daylight outside my friends room. I am seriously pent up.'

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date: 8/22/22