and then she regrets everything that made her the way she is.
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As if it was planned, Bea called.
"Hey Bea." I greet her. "Hey Am, have you told your mum about us moving in together?"
I felt my heart sink a little. "Well at first she agreed.." I trailed off. I heard a whoop of celebration coming from the other end.
"Wait. What do you mean by 'at first'?" Bea asks. I sighed, "I told her we were going to Queensland and she flipped out. She didn't agree.."
I heard her sigh. "You know what? It's okay. I've got another friend who wants to stay with me. I asked her today, actually. So don't be sad! I'm really close to her too."
Her attempts on lifting my spirits up aren't really working. It made me feel worse. I'm easily replaced, I guess.
I tried my best to sound cheery this time. "That's great! Have fun. I swear to God if you drunk text me again I will share our conversation to the Internet."
She giggled. "No promises. Bye Amity!" Before I got to say a goodbye she hung up.
I'm sure the line just cut off, right?
I sighed and walk over to my bed. I landed face first on the bed but I didn't care.
I finally just positioned myself so I looked up at the ceiling. My phone buzzed twice, signaling someone texted me.
When I looked at the text I felt much worse.
From: Easter B(ea)unny
To: Me
Haha, srry for tht, Kara (my friend thts moving in with me) just called! She said we're goin to a party tonight! Whoop whoop
I replied.
From: Me
To: Easter B(ea)unny
Sounds fun! Don't get wasted :P
From: Easter B(ea)unny
To: Me
Yes mother.
I didn't reply after that, I just scrolled through instagram. Passing through various random pictures until a notif came up.
I ignored my buzzing notification and kept refreshing my feed. Suddenly, my band- I mean the band, Rockets To Infinity, posted a picture.
It was a selfie of them all with happy grins.
@rocketstoinfinity: We made an EP for you guys to jam out to! (All the creds to the writers on every song) but we have to say a massive thank you to all! Thanks for making our dreams come truueeeee xx -from all of us
I was so excited to hear them. They put a link on their bio and I clicked it so fast I think I hurt my thumb.
The first song was Club Misfit, oh cool! A song I wrote! I wrote it because I felt different than all of my friends and my blog on tumblr was an escape and we all (me and my followers) clasiffied ourselfs as misfits.
The guitar started playing and the vocals came in soon.
"We can't seem to find hope in this trash filled town, everybody's stares us down. Nobody wants us here, no one could make us disappear.
Oh Ohhhh oh oh
They've forgotten us now, we're left in the dust.
Trying to figure out if we're the only one hearts here.
We're club misfit.
We're club misfit."
Zoe's voice was beautiful. That used to be my solo but since I left the band she replaced me. The song went on and the guitar solo was absolutely incredible. I went to the description since this was on YouTube.
They said a bunch of thank you's but one thing was missing. The description said this:
Song writers: Sara Claud.
What? She didn't write it. I did. I single handedly wrote this song and it's one of the songs I wrote that was close to my heart and they know that.
I decide to DM them on Twitter.
AmOnTwitter - uh guys, why isn't my name in your writers thing on Club Misfit?
They didn't reply after a while although they were clearly online because they were tweeting and favouriting a bunch load of tweets.
RocketsToInfinity - oh yeah soz am -M
AmOnTwitter - soo.. are you gonna change it???
RocketsToInfinity - yeah fuck that, we'll get hate bc our fans'll think we stole that from you -S
AmOnTwitter - you kinda ARE stealing it if you don't credit me????????
RocketsToInfinity - stfu am. you left us for your famous brother so it's fair -K
AmOnTwitter - uhm, I didn't know he was my brother?? and ffs i already told you guys that I was sorry
RocketsToInfinity - well we don't accept your apology and plus, we have fans that actually protect us. unlike your depressed fans lmao
AmOnTwitter - excuse you guys. my FRIENDS 9they are not simply fans) are kind and sweet hearted people and we protect EACHOTHER so bow down mother fuckers
RocketsToInfinity - hah sorry what? I can't hear you over the sound of our fans buying our album bc they heard MY song 'Club Misfit'. talk to us when you are NOT lying to us? xoxo -S
AmOnTwitter - fuck you guys, I thought I had you guys as FRIENDS. You guys are just fucking back stabbers.
RocketsToInfinity - We got too much hate when we posted videos with you anyways bc they thought we would use your "internet fame"
RocketsToInfinity - we never liked you anyways Am xoxo showbiz honey
AmOnTwitter - That's a lie. you guys said you'll always think of me as a sister.. you've got a thousand or more followers and you guys become these selfish assholes
RocketsToInfinity - ffs Am, get over it. friends come and go. move on with your pathetic life.
Who am I supposed to run to? Bea's gone off to party with friends her age and these fuckers are just selfish assholes. I haven't got any more friends...
AmOnTwitter - fine then, you mind if I post this conversation on my Twitter page?
RocketsToInfinity - no problemo.
I was contemplating on whether to post it or not.
I screenshot the whole conversation and my finger was hovering over the post button. I closed my eyes and press the button quickly, afraid I'll change my mind.
@AmOnTwitter: my 'friends' ladies and gentlemen. [image] [image] [image]
Right, let's add that to the things I shouldn't of fucking done.
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