[ recommending to listen to wherever you are by 5SOS while reading this ;) ]
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[5 days later, the day Dan and Phil go on tour.]
I don't really care that my cheeks were wet due to my tears, I just had to say goodbye to Dan and Phil which was hard because I kept choking on my own words.
And I have been thinking and thinking about how we aren't gonna see each other for a long time.
They'll be traveling around and meeting fans who make them happy while I'll stay in an internet cave which consists of me in comfy clothes in a roll of blankets while scrolling through various social media places.
"Amity, we've gotta go. We promise to Skype you." Phil chuckled. We were at the farthest I can go without a ticket and their plane was boarding.
"Oh alright. Just uhm, don't do anything stupid." I let out a tiny laugh. "Will do." Dan nods his head.
They each gave me a bug bear hug and Dan gave me a tissue to wipe off my tears.
I promise I haven't been crying 24/7. It just sounds like I have.. I haven't.
"Okay, bye guys! Have fun!" And that was all I said before they disappeared into the crowd.
Just kidding, they stuck out like giants due to their height.
But they did eventually disappear into the waiting room or whatever it's called.
Which left me here all alone.
Until someone tapped my shoulder and I of course turned around.
It was Bea.
"Oh hey." I greet her with a bit of a tone which contrasted with her smile that was so wide I think it's actually exercise for her cheeks and mouth.
"Hey! It's nice to stumble into you like this. I'm going to Queensland today with my new roomie!" She squealed.
"Haha, uhm, you changed a little." By that I meant that her behaviour was a little off. She was all bubbly and not cracking jokes. I know when something's not right with her.
"Huh? Oh yeah! Stella, my new roommate, says that it's better to have a positive attitude to share around others and I thought it was bull crap but i'm honestly feeling great from all the positivity." She rambled on and on.
"Okay then." I just nod along. "So how is it with uhm.. Stella?" I asked.
"Oh great! What about you? You seem really sad." She was talking so fast that I almost didn't get half of what she said.
"I'm alright. I just said goodbye to Dan and Phil." I shrugged. "Oh damn! I didn't see them! Awh and I've gotta go so I'll chat to you on Twitter or something then." Oh my God she talks so fast now.
"Mhm, bye! Be safe and chat to you later, Bea." She said a goodbye too then proceeded to wave and jog her way to Stella.
And so I had enough of airports for today.
Mum and dad were just outside as they texted me because they had to go somewhere before this.
They picked me up at the front gate and once I sat down on the seat they proceeded to bombard me with questions that I just reply with a simple 'no' or 'yes'.
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A long car ride later and a shit load of questions from both mum and dad we've arrived at home.
"So honey, what are you planning to do?" Mum asks as we enter the house and also as we walked to the kitchen.
"Well for today I'm planning to stay at h-"
"I meant for what you are doing with your life, hon." She cut me off. I heard dad clear his throat as if signalling something to her but she just shot him a look.
"I honestly don't know." I sighed. "Really? Because your friend of yours.. Bea has quite a nice plan there. Going to uni.." She trailed off as if she is hinting something.
And of course she was. She wanted me to go to school.
"Do you want me to go to school or college?" I asked as I got a box of apple juice from the fridge.
Mum opened her mouth to say something but dad cut her off. "Why don't we talk about something else?"
"Actually no, dad. Let's talk about this." I said
I know I was practically asking for trouble but I said it for some reason.
"Okay dear. I am concerned that you don't have any education. You once said you were homeschooled but now you've gotta go to college. You've gotta have a plan." Mum says.
"But I don't have a plan! I have so many things going on right now that I just don't know what to do anymore!" I threw my hand up in the air in frustration.
"I only have two people I think of as friends and one of them is my brother and the other one is his best friend." Mum and dad looked shocked.
"What about that Bea girl?" Dad asked.
"She barely has time for me now that she has found a new best friend and she's gone of to Uni with a "plan" like mum said." I huffed.
"You know what Amity, you don't need to think about this yet. You've had a rough day-" I cut mum off. "You know what? I do."
"My online reputation is all ruined and my friends have went out and lived their dream of being in a band and my internet friend is going off to Uni. Meanwhile I'm here with my parents while they are out there with an actual plan." I said that all in one breath so I was now talking as fast as Bea.
"I do need a plan but I just don't know anymore." I sighed in frustration and put my head in my hands.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see mum.
"Get some rest, you've had a stress day."
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SHORT AND SHITTY CHAPTER, I KNOW I KNOW.
DON'T THROW YOUR SHOES AT ME NOW.
but I need to tell you guys that I have an update for both Tumblr Queen and just Another Name on my blog book called 'The Blog' so if you guys wanna check it out so... check it out if you wanna.
Oh and have you guys seen what happened to Michael from 5SOS? oh my God.
Well that's it from me now, have a great day because you most certainly deserve it!
And sorry for the lack of updates.. I was at Singapore for a few days and there wasn't any wifi that was reliable enough so I'm very sorry for that.
See you later guys!
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