I groan in frustration, I can't handle this on my own. Yesterday I had a mini freak out once mom asked what I was going to do with my life but now the realisation hits me harder.
I was backed against the wall that made my bed that I was on squeak a little and the fairy lights I had in my room that used to calm me for some a reason didn't work anymore. Going on the internet asking for help certainly won't end well and so I have no idea what to do anymore.
Now I was drained out of emotion. I just stared blankly into space. I felt empty.
What am I supposed to do? I've asked for help by DM-ing both Dan and Phil but both of them probably were busy or there wasn't any wifi so that didn't help.
There was a knock on my door. I didn't answer. My door was not locked but I just didn't have the energy to say anything right now.
"I know you're in there." It was mum. Well duh, where else would I be?
"Hm." Was the only thing that came out of my mouth and I'm pretty sure she didn't hear it. "I've got someone for you to see!" She said. I rolled my eyes, "The door's open." I simply replied with minimum energy.
She opened it and I glanced over her and there was a guy beside her which just made me raise an eyebrow. "And?" I asked. She sighed, "This is Harrison, the son of my friend and I just thought you might need a friend."
'Harrison' just grinned and tapped his feet. I flashed him a smile but I shot my mum a look that if she got correctly then it would scream a stern 'No.'
"Aw come on honey, just go for a walk with him." Mum said. Right now I was wearing the white jeans I had and a plain black long-sleeve top that I previously wore in the airport my make up was all ruined after crying but I cleaned that up so now it just looks like smudged makeup. "So Harrison, do you wanna be forced to walk around a neighbourhood with a complete stranger? How fun." I said in a sarcastic tone which was the most energy I used in like three hours.
"I'm actually quite okay with it, I'm bored anyways." he shrugged. I groaned, "Work with me man." I said to him.
"Well seems like you both shall get going, huh?" Mum smiled. I sighed and muttered a small 'fine.'
Mum left us alone and so I grab my leather jacket as it looked pretty cold outside and since Harrison wore a denim jacket with white fur peeking out the sleeves.
"Hey, I'm Harrison. You must be Amity." He introduced himself. Harrison had brown hair that looked was sort of styled like you ran a hand through his hair and left it like that. He was way taller than me which was not surprising and he looked decent. "Yeah." Was all I said before I flashed him a slightly forced smile and as I headed out the door, Harrison following behind.
"So, where do you want to go?" He asked as he finally caught up to me on the stairs. "I'm thinking of going to the library." I said with a straight face directed at him.
"Really?" He asked with an annoyed tone. I only gave him a smile which probably annoyed him some more but I didn't really care. I was too drained out of emotion to give a damn.
Mum was near the door to make sure I actually came with Harrison and I didn't stay in my room. "Be back home safe." Mum said. "Mhm, sure." I mumbled and shot a glance to dad who was watching from the living room.
"Okay, bye mum. Bye dad." I said and Harrison took me by the arm outside and mum closed the door to the house.
"We are not going to the library." He said. "Am I being kidnapped because you're acting like a kidnapper." I said in a monotoned voice.
"I am not going to kidnap you, Amity." He said and rolled his eyes. "And that's what exactly what a kidnapper would say." I said.
He chuckled at me. "We are heading for ice cream." He said with a huge grin. "Oh yeah, in a cold day like this." I scoffed.
"Why not?" he shrugged and pulled me with him to the ice cream place.
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The walk was pretty much boring because it just consisted of Harrison talking his little heart out while I just hummed in response sometimes.
When we finally arrived in the ice cream place Harrison practically turned into a 10 year old boy as he seemed so excited about ice cream. "Calm down, Harrison." I chuckled for the first time today. He once again dragged me to the counter and he began to order his ice cream.
"Two scoops, one is vanilla and the other one is jamoca almond fudge." He smiled to the girl wh was behind the counter that scooped ice cream and put it in a cup. "Anything else?" The girl said in an overly cheery tone.
Harrison just looked at me. I sighed, "I would like one scoop of mint chocolate chip ice cream in a cup, thank you." I tried my best to smile at the girl but it just ended up as an awkward half-smile.
Oh well.
She gave us both our orders, "That'll be 3.45 pounds." She said. I gave her 5 pounds when Harrison was just about to pay. "Beat you to it." I said to Harrison.
She gave me the change and Harrison and I walked sat down on the stools that were facing outside the window. "So, where do you want to go after this?" He asked while eating away his ice cream.
"Home." I simply said. "Are you serious?" He looked so annoyed with me. "A hundred percent. I just don't wanna do anything right now." I shrugged.
"And why is that?" He asked. "Because of something that I would not like to share with a stranger." I crossed my arms, not wanting to eat the ice cream I had in front of me.
"You know what? You remind me of a person my sister once showed me a picture of. She absolutely loves that girl. I think her name was.. Amy? Sorta like yours I think." He kept on eating his ice cream. "By-by any chance does that girl have a blog and did she disappear from the internet?" I asked as if he would know the answer.
"My sister said something about a blog, yes. I dunno about the disappearing thing though. Why? Do you know that girl Amy too?" He asked. "Yeah." I mumbled.
"Wait wait wait. Let me guess.. you are her? As if that's possi-" I cut him off. "As a matter of fact I am that girl. I am Amity not Amy though."
He bursts out into a fit of laughter, "Oh my God sure you are." I rolled my eyes, "Whatever, you douche."
"Okay, okay. But anyways, I have a record for kissing every girl I can." He casually says.
"Yeah not every girl because no way am I going to let you kiss m-"
And then that jerk kissed me.
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