"Is it bad that I wish that I should never met you?"
That was his line. After that night, something in my heart has changed. It's empty and heavy. Did I deserve it?
"Gella? Are you ready?" A smile formed in my lips when I saw my Mom. It's my wedding day.
"Yes ,po." I said. I grabbed my bouquet. I exhaled and then I start to go inside the hall. Finally. I never thought that this day would come.
When the door opened, there. I saw my love ones and him. A tears began to formed in my eyes. I started to walk in the aisle with my Mom and Dad in my side.
When I reached the altar, the man that patiently waiting for me grabbed my hands and guide me. He never leave my eyes. I mouthed 'I love you'. He smiled. How cute.
Five years ago. I met the guy who I expected to be with forever. But thanks to his words and I'm glad that he leaved me. It changed my life. I admit but not totally.
That guy years ago wished that he should never met me but this man in front me. This man. He's very thankful that he met me and wished to be with me forever.
You should accept the fact that we're not really sure if the person who is with you right now is the right person for you. That he/she will never leave you. The day might come and will shatter your heart into pieces. We must accept the reality. We will never be sure and the only thing that we must do is to wait. 'HE' must have plans for you, for us. Trust his plans. Even though its hurt , it can give you so much pain and sadness. The day will come where you will met the happiness.
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I'm sorry for the grammatical errors that you'll encounter while reading. : )
