March 26 2015

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Dear diary
Tonight my heart shattered into a thousand pieces on my bedroom floor. It hurts so much I want to scream at the top of my lungs. So I did the only thing I knew how to do and so I relapsed once again. I did consider calling my friend but I decided I didn't want to be talked out of it or to have this considered as a cry for attention. I also could have called my therapist but she would have thought something was seriously wrong and called my mother. Hope is such a dangerous thing. It builds a person up just so it can destroy them. I'm tired of hoping for things to get better for me.

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