𝕆𝕟𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤 𝕋𝕠𝕜𝕪𝕠 ℝ𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣

You promised! 💔 kazu

Kazutora x reader angst...
⚠️TW SELF HARM⚠️
You and kazutora have been friends since you couldn't recall the first time you met. But you wrote it down in a journal. You and kazutora took photos together all the times you hung out. But now kazutora was in juvenile. You promised kazutora that you two wouldn't leave each other no matter what happened. You always followed kazutora. No matter what. When you saw kazutora get out of juvenile. You were super happy about it and decided to hang out with him when he told you he had plans. You nodded. Of course you understand he would need to get home and everything. Once you found out he joined Valhalla and he asked you to join him. You didn't want to break the promise so you did. You talked to manjiro about it. He said
"No. Y/n you're my best friend. Please don't leave." You stood there was this a manipulative thing.?
"I want to stay of course I wanted to stay. But kazutora and me promised we would stick together." I replied.
"Please can't you see he's change!" Manjiro says.
"I.. I know that.. I'm so sorry..good bye Mikey." I say and walk away. That had been the last time I had seen him.

I was walking home from school. When kazutora came. I was one years younger then kazutora putting me at 14. But I was still mature for my age not giving me a great past. Walking towards my home we pass by Baji and chifuyu. Quickly hurrying and getting home. You didn't even want to go home. You hated it there. Everyone these was so mean I hated them. Why would someone do that to a human.
"Oh.." you say arriving at you home. "In second thought could I go to your place today?" I ask realizing something I did and they were going to yell at me for. You had gone to other methods to get away from them. Harmful methods at least some were.

Days go by
Mikey has still be trying to convince you that he's bad news and he's trying to use me. I know that. I just want him to love me the way I love him. I follow him everywhere. He uses me as a punching bag. That's your alarm to stop. And you did.
"Y/n you can't leave! You promised!" He says bringing up the promise. I paused. I panicked. He brought that up.
"But..you...broke a promise as well kazutora." I say.
"Please don't go I'll do anything please." He begs. I paused starring at him. Tears fill my eyes. You didn't want to leave. He accepted you. You walked back over.
"Alright..." I say. "I'll give you another chance." I said a soft smile and he hugged me. I hugged him back. You knew you were too forgiving. You hated it. You hated everything about yourself.

As weeks went by he never changed. You started shutting off your feelings bottling them all up.  One night while sleeping something had happened. You had saw yourself that looks different in a way. Perhaps an older version of yourself.  Then they started appearing more. They surround you. They all started shouting my name. One by one started dropping and someone appeared. Kazutora.. his face was crossed out and he was holding a wrench it was covered in blood.

Then you woke up. You looked around your were sweating like crazy. You got up and went bathroom. You looked so much more different than you did last night. Maybe you were still tired things don't change over night. Like this. Your skin once (s/c) (skin color.) was now a lighter version just a bit.  Your hair grew a bit. You walked out of the bathroom to find Hanma standing there.
"AH!" You shouted and fell backwards after he just barged in.
"Y/n there's a meeting later today." He says. I stood up.
"You had to break in to tell me that seriously!" I say and walk past him.  I sighed.

"Kazutora he.. told me something.." Hanma   Says.
"Really.?" I say making my toast.
"Yah.. he left you."
" my friend kazutora you must be mistaken. He was just here yesterday." I say denying all of it. "You don't mean the kid I grew up with right?.." I say.
"Yes..kazutora said...He had an issue to deal with...and won't be back for a while.." he says pausing between sentences. I shattered the glass plate. And walked off.
"Leave Hanma." I say. He left without a second word. I go back to my bathroom and shatter the mirror.  My hand was dripping blood. I slid my shoes on and left the house. I went to the nearest shop. And bought a first aid kit. After I walked out and sat on a bench infront of a park.

"Y/n.?" Someone said. I was removing the glass pieces from my hands.

"What the hell do you want." I say. Not looking up.
"Y/n.. what happened" they said. I finally look up.
"None of your damn business!" I shout and a piece of glass put a deep cut in your palm. It was Mikey.
"Y/n are you okay!" Mikey says.
"I'm fine." I grab the small wipes and bandages I wipe off the blood the alcohol going over the cuts. You couldn't care anymore. Mikey immediately took over and started tending to it. "I'm fine!" I shout and rip my arm from him. He hit me in the head.
"No." Is all he said.
"No.?!" I say. He had a tight grip on my hand.
I groaned and stopped complaining. I watched him tend to it putting alcohol on it then he bandaged it. "Thank you.." I say a soft smile appearing.
"I'm sorry.." Mikey says.
"Why are you sorry. I should...i.apologize." I say.
"You're hurt y/n." He says.
"So?" I say. "Kazutora left me..again." I say.

Months later
I went back to toman since kazutora wasn't going to stop me now. And I grew I felt a bit better. I was walking towards a battle we have to fight soon.
"Y/N!" I heard I quickly turn to see kazutora about to give me a hug.
"What the fuck get off me!" I said and pushed him off.
"Y/n it's me.." he says.
"It seems I can't find any fucks to give you kazutora." I say.
"Y/n..?" Kazutora says.
"You promised. It seems you lied again..." I say and walk away.