𝑩𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒆 𝒂̂𝒎𝒆 | 𝑺𝒂𝒊𝒅𝒂

32

A/N: This is a bit spicy. But I'm sure y'all can handle it.

Sana was dreading this day to come. Dreading that she had to stand in front of Dahyun's house and think things thoroughly, ruminate about the fact that she has to do this at some point. And she is, although, she's not very willing to.

Sana clutched the hem of her coat before staring up the night sky, a neat clearing from the clouds that let the moonlight shine on her, she shivered when a passing wind engulfed her. She didn't know but coming here at night just did wonders to her body, if she could go here at this time then she would, not when it's day, the sun blinding her and all. She doesn't want to see the tears leaving Dahyun's eyes with the sunlight, it's better when it's dark, with Dahyun's face hiding behind the shadows of the things illuminating on it, masking the tired reaction she has.

She took a step forward, towards the front door, knocking twice and bitting her lip, if anything, this'll be her last time going here and it's sad to envision it with her and Dahyun crying. As much as she doesn't want to spend her days like that, Sana thinks she wouldn't really be able to stop herself.

There were heavy and steady and fast footsteps nearing her and even before Sana could change her mind and turn away and go back to her house, the front door open meticulously, letting Sana see Dahyun standing behind it with every possible emotion written on her face.

"Sana!" She pulled her close and closed the door before hugging her. She haven't been able to see the latter for a couple of days because of how busy she is, Sana was even glad about because it means that it'll give her time to think about what Suho wanted her to do. For her and Dahyun.

Dahyun sat beside Sana on the couch, caressing her knees and smiling at the one she loves when Sana's sight went to her, she placed another kiss on her cheeks. "I'm so glad you're here, I missed you! But what are you doing at this time of the night? Wasn't Suho with you? What if he knows you're here?" Dahyun asked.

"He does." Sana only answered, and Dahyun was quiet, she doesn't really know what to say to that. "Actually, he's the one who told me to go here." It's confusing, why would Suho even want his wife going to her mistress? Doesn't he need to stop her, not push her?

"What? H-He...why?" Dahyun can't help asking before pulling herself back and waiting for Sana to look at her, she did, but only a few seconds, because the sight of Dahyun looking at her with so much feels is something she doesn't want to see if ever she's going to do what she has to do.

It was like a few drop of seconds, it felt like an hour for Dahyun as she sat there while looking at Sana and figuring out what's bothering her. The time is ticking for everyone, but hers stopped, it stopped when she saw Sana lift up her gaze and looked at her like what she's about to say is something Dahyun wouldn't want to hear. It's a matter of seconds, she could see the raging storm, the thunderous lights drawing themselves on the huge and wide sky, striking something, striking Dahyun, she could see the ocean with a single ship on it fighting it's fuming waves with all its might, she could see and feel her heart stopped beating for a moment before she gasp out for air as soon as Sana talked. "Dahyun...I think we need to end this."

Why?

What's wrong?

Did Dahyun do something wrong?

Is she not enough?

Is Sana just playing with her all along?

Is she that stupid enough to fall for her?

Why does it feel like it was too easy for Sana to say those words, is Dahyun that easy to let go of? Dahyun thought Sana will stay by her side, she promised she'll stay. Why does it feel like her heart were being torn into millions of pieces and she was drowning with the steady noise inside her head.