Sana stilled, caressing and smelling the tulips isn't that weird, right?
Her delicate fingers touched the end of the flower as she breathes its scent. She must have got her love of flowers from her mother. It brings her joy, light up her mood whenever she's down, Sana had always loved the flowers. Help her fight her inner turmoil or calm her body down.
She needed it in these kinds of time, when she's bothered by something, frustrated, and she felt as if everything was just so wrong. Sana had been thinking every move she made after what had happened when she was with Jihyo. The latter stopped pushing her from going to the doctor but was still checking on her from time to time even when she was busy--like Sana was some sort of an ill person, or is she? Sana didn't know what to do when there's something within her that's reprimanding her to go see the doctor. She felt that if she do that, something bad will happen...or she'll know something bad that'll turn her life around.
She's used to life. Her messed up and full of drama life that the media tends to create for their own satisfaction. She had not yet discovered how it feels like to live life in tranquility. No, Sana has a long way to go, she believes.
She blinked slowly, careful not to ruin her moment with the tulip when she felt the familiar feeling tugged in her chest, it's bad. Sana doesn't know what's going on, but one thing's for sure...she will not tell about it to Suho whatever happens.
"I love you." Sana shivered when a cold voice from behind whispered close to her ear, touching the back of it with the minty breath. She looked behind and found a very familiar face smiling at her. Her fear ebbed.
"H-Huh?" She managed to croak out despite of being awfully captured by the Dahyun's beauty. She felt the joy like she's looking at the flowers. For a moment she didn't catch what the Korean had just said, but when she does..."H-Huh!? What?" Her chest felt heavy and it suddenly started beating faster, she doesn't need a mirror to know that her face is beet red. Sana sighed under her breath shakily--feeling that something had formed in her chest.
"That's the meaning of that flower." Dahyun giggled, showing her perfect teeth like compiled pearls, her eyes turning crescent when she does. There's an unfamiliar glow surrounding her, something Sana had notice just now when she get to take a look at her much closer than before. Dahyun's eyes were bright, but there was two dark circles underneath them proof of how she had been doing in her work, that Sana had yet to notice, her cheeks were flush just like Sana.
"T-The...f-flower..." Sana almost cussed in her mind, feeling bad that she can't talk to Dahyun without stuttering but smiled as soon as she realizes that the woman has that effect towards her, mysteriously.
"Yes, the flower. It means I love you." Sana bit back a smile when she notice how beautiful the words sounds when Dahyun's the one saying it. "I knew it was you. You look familiar even when your back's the one facing me." She muttered more incoherent words under her breath that Sana did not quite catch but paid no mind to it as she smiled lovingly at Dahyun.
"What are you doing here?"
"Shopping for some flowers." Dahyun explained a lot of things on why on earth is she at Sana's favorite flower shop but all the Japanese heard is the first sentence, the rest just went to her right ear and exited to her left without even understanding it, she was just fondly staring at Dahyun while she talks--caressing her necklace as she gaze at her with a smile.
By the time Dahyun ended her speech Sana was already laughing at herself for not understanding half of it but still smiled at the latter, "Why are you here?" This time Dahyun asked the question, eyes full of curiosity as she wonder to herself, Dahyun wears a toothy grin that resembles a kid--Sana mentally giggled at the thought.

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أدب الهواةSana has never liked risky things. She was never a fan of doing something out of the ordinary and stepping into oblivion where she doesn't know what to do after. She hates being lost in time and not having control of the trivial things in her life. ...