Chapter 18 (The Letter that Albedo Read From his Dear Friend):

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                  Dear Albedo (Also, my love, my sweetheart, [reader]'s boyfriend, etc...),


       I would like to present you my gift that I have bought you, the gift that I actually didn't buy. Lisa said to bring back the book in 2 months but I can ask her to make the due date to 3 months! 

        Wait, that's not the point of this letter. I would like to give you this beautiful book that I definitely picked up for you with the little help of Sucrose, your assistant. 

       This book is to apologize for being a possible nuisance to you due to my nonsense romantic feelings for you. I promise and I'll most definitely, without a doubt, try to not force those feelings upon you since you truly lack human emotions...

        I̶ ̶s̶w̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶i̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶o̶f̶f̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶.̶.̶.̶I̶ ̶S̶W̶E̶A̶R̶ ̶

        Ew. The scribble makes the letter look ugly now. 

       Ignore that please. I don't know if it's easier to talk to you about this in person but also at the same time, I don't really want to. But please understand that I am not good at expressing my...pity? My regretful decision? I don't know the word for it.  

       It's not because I don't feel very ashamed for my actions, I do feel ashamed! But really, more so...Embarrassed

        Yes, you saw the words right. 

        E m b a r r a s s e d. 

         I, [reader] [last name], am embarrassed because of my actions of obsessiveness, over clinginess (unless you don't mind that), and devotion towards you. 

        Never mind that! Wow, my hands are sweating while writing this while I'm drinking a bunch of *insert your drink of choice*. 

        Also, you should try  *insert your drink of choice*, it's really good. Don't worry, it's not poison. Or is it?? I'm joking, it's not. At least, I hope it's not.

        If you would like to text me about anything regarding the drink, book, or just something in general, then text me at: Xxx-xxx-xxxx







       O̶h̶ ̶w̶a̶i̶t̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶g̶o̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶i̶s̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶g̶u̶l̶a̶r̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶.̶


      Silly me forgot that you can't text me nor call me. Anyways, continuing with the original topic. 

     I understand that you don't reciprocate those feelings back but unfortunately, I was not able to respond in the most mature way. I don't know what came over me then but I just felt so...Heartbroken? Disappointed.

        Or maybe it's because I like to feel accepted.  That's the sole reason why I started bawling. I'm sure that might've been annoying for you so I apologize for that as well. I can't help but feel like  I would like to know the feeling of being loved by someone who is not my friend nor family members ever since I woke up that day I saw you. Though, who doesn't want to be loved haha! 

      Either way, I now fully understand that you don't like me romantically back. I accept that fact and I'm no longer going to force my feelings upon you no more. Now you can breathe. 

      BREATHE. 

       I'm satisfied and also now acknowledge that we have something cooler and nicer...Platonic friendship where the two of us are unstoppable. Unless you don't want that but I do hope you do! Just like the saying goes, friendship is magic. Hopefully ours is magic...Well actually, it kind of is because we have these elements...You know? Unless you don't but you're a genius so you probably do. 


        Well, I'm going to wrap up this letter now! I hope you enjoy the gift and have a good afternoon/night/morning! Depends on when you read this letter. 


                                                                                                        - The best,  [reader]

                                                               ~ ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ~   

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Albedo chuckled slightly to himself due to the letter he just reread the second time while drinking a late night decaf coffee at 3 am in the morning. 

This is the first time Albedo is drinking a coffee that has no caffeine. In fact, he got into coffee in general just recently. He sighed, wondering what you scribbled on the paper. It was scribbled so much that it was just pitch black lines, leaving 2 letters. Whatever you wrote, you must have really wanted him to not see it. 

Either way, he shouldn't be a mendacity type of man and mustn't tell a lie but he was starting to actually enjoy your company more than before. This letter was one of the most refreshing thing he has read today and he hopes the book is twice as entertaining. 

Weeks before, you were hankering for Albedo's love and now...You're apologizing for being a burden. What made you change your mind?

He then started to think more things such as: "Should we be friends?", "Were they really trying to diss me but covered it up?", "Do I even be considered as a friend to them?", or even "Are we considered as friends?"

Whatever it is, he's sure that he will tell you the day tomorrow. 

Albedo doesn't sleep much since well...He's not really a full human. Also because he found experimenting and researching more intriguing and more worth his time. But for some reason, he was sleeping more often than ever now that he started hanging around you! You were amusing and beguiling to him in some way. He would like to know more about you.

He was starting to drift to slumber and prepared himself for bedtime. As he was closing his eyes, he hoped you haven't changed your mind about being friends. 

He's sure that he wouldn't mind another company other than Sucrose. 

Spoiler alert: He ended up not sleeping at all. 

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A/n: Have a good one^ - Soap

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