Lisa
"Lisa, I don't want to confuse you anymore. And I don't want to start something that I know I'm not capable of finishing. You won't understand and I can't find the right words to explain my reasons, so please, don't make this hard on me and yourself..".
"No, Jennie". I pulled on her hands gently, "Try to explain it to me. If you do, I promise I will leave and never come back".
"I don't even know if I want you to leave..". She bit her bottom lip. "But I know that we can't do this anymore".
"Give me a reason". I commanded, "Give me one reason, and I will leave you. Hell, I will leave and never come back, despite promising you that I would always be here. I will do what you want if you give me a reason".
Her eyes watered up, "I can't..".
I nodded understandingly and softly muttered, "Can I ask you a favor?".
When she looked at me with those eyes, I couldn't help but ask, "Can you at least give me one last dance tonight?".
"One last dance, just you and me..".
"I'm dating Woobin, I can't do that.. I lov-".
"That's a lie, Jennie". I placed my hands on her waist, "You don't love him if you're thinking of me".
"Fuck you!". There goes her attitude again, but it only made me want her more.
"Be a bitch if you want to, but I know damn well that you want me, Jennie".
She bit her bottom lip.
"Give me one last dance?".
"Lisa, I don't want to cheat on him. This doesn't feel right". Jennie shook her head, as I sighed heavily.
Woobin isn't the good guy here.
"The decision is yours, Jennie. I said what I said". I was about to leave but she pulled on my wrist. "Why do you never make it easy?".
I smiled weakly to myself.
"You gotta see beneath the veil and the delusion of your boyfriend being as loyal as you think he is sometimes". I left her dumbfounded and walked away.
As soon as we came back from the bathroom, I had a smile on my face. meanwhile, Jennie was distant and seemed startled by whatever I said.
"How about we celebrate this amazing day?". Woobin grinned from ear to ear, clueless about the mind games Jennie and I were playing.
"What's the celebration for?". Jennie asked, "We've already done enough by coming here". She tried not to sound harsh, but I knew it was all because of me. She wants to mess with my heart while I mess with her head.
"Are you upset?". He frowned but Jennie just kept her head down in defeat before sighing, "Hon, I just feel like we're doing too much. Don't you see how tired our guest is?".
Such a smooth excuse maker.
Woobin looked at me, as I shrug my head with a smirk on my face, "Not tired, actually pretty excited to drink".
"Drinks on me then". He smiled, but there was darkness behind it.
Woobin, I will get to see what's behind this perfect smile.
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We reached the bar, the couple held hands as I trailed behind them. Of course, whatever jealousy I felt, I hid it behind my persistent facial expression. I show her I'm jealous? I show her my weakness. To my surprise, the bar wasn't as packed as it was when I came here. It had a few people here and there, with couples leaning against each other, laughing at whatever there was.
Woobin had such a prideful smile as he claimed Jennie and made her smile. That gummy smile.
I remember the first time I saw it and how much it made me feel happy. Jennie had a way of making my heart skip a beat and I felt like a fool, who still loved her. But, who wouldn't love such mesmerizing human being?
I was third-wheeling at this point.
Jennie looked over her shoulder at me, with a dark look in her eyes. I couldn't read or tell what was on her mind, but she noticed my eyes on her. I looked away and noticed how people started dancing on the dance floor. There was a lump that formed in my throat, just feeling her close made my heart feel things.
I made my way to the dance floor, with her eyes on me, as she sat somewhere with her boyfriend talking to her about whatever was on his mind. Jennie's eyes narrowed as soon as she saw a woman grabbing my hand, "Hey there! what's your name?". The girl screamed as the music started getting louder. I was taken aback by her voice but managed to dance to the song that played and muttered, "Lisa".
"You're so pretty". The brunette complimented.
I might say that I'm used to compliments, but I did blush and thank her. She grabbed my hands and placed them on her hips as she started dancing to the beat. I'm going to confess, that this woman surely knew how to dance. I didn't care about the night, as I allowed the beat to swallow my body. I danced and held her hips gently. Her eyes lingered on mine and that's when she started to lean in, "Name is Momo, but you can call me yours tonight".
I smirked to myself and as a response, I twirled her around and allowed her ass to grind against my front. I loved the control I had over women. It made my ego boost through the clouds as she grinds on me, our bodies in sync, she leaned her head back on my shoulder.
A few moments later Momo turned around to face me with those seductive eyes. She started leaning closer but a voice stopped us.
"Lisa". I bit my lip as I heard that firm voice. I turned around and saw Jennie, staring at us.
She eyed Momo from head to toe, before giving me her full attention, with a scowl. "We came here to get a few drinks, not to dance with freaks".
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