𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 ─ 𝘀𝗰𝗲𝗻𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻
'𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗲𝘀'I woke up to Moragatti beside me and I groan.
I scold myself and continued to blame the alcohol as I started to get dressed. I look back at her when I was done and being the asshole I was, I left. It's not like she would care.
Throughout my drive back home, my mind kept telling me she didn't remember that night so there was no way she'd remember tonight. Her alcohol tolerance was awful.
I drove us back to the docks and tied the boat before getting off. I pick up my ringing phone and was met with Max.
"Hey Leclerc, have you seen Anna? I know she was with you last night..."
"She's in one of the boats. Good luck finding her."
When I walked away I started to think of that night all over again, her first drunken confession.
I still couldn't wrap my head around it and yesterday she did it again..."Charlie-" She was interrupted by the kisses I gave her, burying her fingers in my hair "Cha- Charlie, wait."
"What?" I asked out of breath
"He's there, he's watching us." I continued to kiss her, my lips trailing to her neck
"What do you mean?"
"He's always there, he's always with me, watching me, taunting me."
'Taunting her?' I thought to myself before finally getting up to look at her teary eyes
"Who's taunting you Bels, what happened!" She pulled her knees towards her chest looking behind me
"Ryan." I froze
"Ryan?"
"Yes."
"Bels he's dead-"
"He's come back for me, he made me lose her and he won't stop till I lose everyone, even you." There was no way this girl could see his ghost, how traumatised is she?
"He can't do anything to you or anyone around you."
"Yes he can, he's so dangerous Charlie, dead or alive I can't stop seeing him, he's always right there!"
"But he's not."
"When I'm with you he's not, he's always so far when I'm with you but the moment you're gone he's so close to me I could almost feel him. I'm scared, Charlie."
"Hey, it's okay. It's fine, I'm right here." Gosh I'm such an asshole, I knew I was going to leave her the next morning, I couldn't deal with having her around me, I can't be vulnerable again.
"Do you promise?" I realise something about her that night, whenever she was drunk she actually regressed. She would act like a complete child, so innocent and easy...
"Yes, I do." Lies
"Good, now kiss me." She grabbed my shoulders once more and pulled me towards her for a kiss. Suddenly, all we talked about didn't care. The only thing that mattered was me getting her laid in the middle of the ocean, pitch dark.
I made it back home to Arthur sitting on my couch. He took one look at me and rolled his eyes.
"Who did you fuck this time?"
"You say it like it's a bad thing."
"Please don't tell me it was Anna because I know she was with you last night and I can't seem to reach her."
"Who knows?"
"Was she drunk? Did you at least take care of her or did you leave her again?"
"Why do you care?"
"You're such an asshole." I watched him walk out before yelling after him
"She's in my yacht!" The door slammed shut before I realised we had a get-together with family tomorrow.
I took a shower and got dressed noticing the slight hickeys on my neck which would inevitably make me think about her. Something I did not want to do but touching it have me flashbacks all the way from when she was seventeen.
Then I remembered she mentioned 'she' again, who was this she? I was really contemplating on going over to Max's place to grill him about who she was.
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"It's not my story to tell."
"Max, I just want to know."
"I'm not going to speak about it."
"But, you owe me."
"I'll tell you something else but not who she is." I groan and I see him slightly smile
"You're annoying, do you know that?"
"Nope, I'm just trustworthy."
"Okay then tell me why she went to the hospital the second time." He hesitates before looking at me
"Who told you that?" He started to distract himself by standing up and rearranging stuff
"She did, I swear she did."
"I don't know Charles."
"Is it because of the 'she' we were talking about?"
"Yes, it was but never mind that okay? Now go, before I spill any more stuff." He starts pushing me towards the door
"Wait! Why didn't no one tell her I came to the hospital that day."
"You did?"
"Of course I did, they told me to stay away from her but I always came by when she was asleep. Sometimes she'd be awake too."
"I never knew you- oh no, fuck! You should go and stop acting like an asshole towards her for once. Yes, Arthur and Alexa told me." He slammed the door in my face and I was forced to walk away. I needed a distraction but much to my dismay it wasn't going to be sex because she's ruined that for me. Sex with Sienna was something no one could ever forget.
a/n: this is pretty short chapter but I've becomes so busy. I hope you enjoyed it
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FanficAn english written fan fiction After an incident, Sienna Moragatti walks away from her passion for F1 only to come back 2 years later and get roped into it once more. There will be swearing, mental health discussions, and mentions of mature scenes...