Just friends (Y/n x Scarlett Johansson)

regret?

Y/n POV

fuck i thought even when she is pregnant she is one of the scariest death stares i have seen

I gulped and sat down on the other side off her looking anywhere else but her eyes.

"Where the fuck did you go?" Scarlett replied coldly i finally had the courage to look at her.

"U-uh i went back home, i-in Australia" i said quietly.

"Why?" She asks, this should be fucking obvious she kicked me out of my own house.

"What do you mean 'why', you should know" i said starting to get agitated

"Yeah but that is no excuse to just leave without notice, it has been so hard without you and of course Collin who is still his same old self, you are the only person that i can rely on right now" she said her voice starting to get louder with anger.

"It isn't an excuse you said leave, so guess what i did what you asked i left" I said in the same tone as her.

"But you are one of my closest friends, even though what we did was bad i still needed you" she said in a softer tone, still making me confused.

"I know you have hormones from being pregnant and stuff that I don't experience but you hurt me, saying you needed space, and I gave what you wanted and what you asked for, the only reason I went back to Australia is because in needed someone to talk to, its not because I don't want to be around you its just I need help" I admitted to her with emotion because I finally confessed that I needed help.

"I-im sorry, I-i didn't mean to come at you like that I really didn't know--" she said before i cut her off

"of sources you didn't know because you only cared about yourself, and I'm sorry for not stopping what we did, im sorry for not being there, and I'm sorry for leaving, BUT I am not sorry for letting you have space and letting you reflect on what you did but what I'm seeing is that is DIDNT help" I said with all of my feelings spilling out with no control.

" and I don't regret what WE did even though YOU probably do, I don't care if you do want me with you and I don't care if hate me but, I will always, ALWAYS need you in my life because I don't have as many people as you do to talk too and relay on CLOSE to me" I said with a single tear rolling down my face.

I couldn't look anymore, I couldn't stare into those eyes anymore if I did i would give in immediately.

"y/n look at me" she whispered I could hear she was about to cry, but I shouldn't, I couldn't

'please" she whispered barely even noticeable to the human ear, now that made me crack. I slowly turned to her and saw she had a tear running down her face. "I'm sorry....I'm so sorry I didn't know how you felt and I feel like shit for never asking you how you felt and now that you say it this way at this time I feel shit, I didn't regret what WE did and I never will because there is something about you y/n, that makes me want to be around you, be in your arms, wear your clothes, let Rose have sleep overs, i want to be around you more and MORE it drives me insane" she said with more tears rolling down

I walked up to her and pulled her into a hug, then she cracked, balling her eyes out she rigged her face into my chest wrapping her arms around my waist hugging me tightly, 9 wrapped my arms around her shoulders keeping her in my embrace.

after sometime she stopped crying but was still shaking and sniffling from time to time. I brought my hand up and rubbed her scalp making her sigh, then she took her head out of my chest and looked into my eyes, even if she had been crying she still looks beautiful .I said to myself well I thought is did till I saw her smile

"thank you" she said sniffing after, I feel heat rush to my cheeks I guess she heard me.

"I did" she said again with a shy smile. my mouth fell making her giggle.

"ugh well do you want to watch like a movie?" I suggested making her nod but not let go so I grabbed her hand then she finally let go and we walked to my bed room, "do you want a change of clothes?" I ask making her nod and get up quickly making me confused she went into my closet and picked out a oversized white hoodie that I wear all the time and black tracksuit pants, she saw me staring I could see and light pink cover w=her cheeks

"sorry did you want to wear this?" she questioned I just smirked and shook my head

"im ok beautiful wear what you want" I said walking past her getting a t-shirt, black hoodie and also another pair of black tracksuit pants I turn round to tell Scarlett to change oil the bathroom but I see her taking her shirt of RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, I mean I ain't complaining, I just stopped and stared I couldn't do anything,

this beautiful woman had her baby bump on show which I completely forgot that she is due very soon.

I just turned around quickly . god I hope she didn't see me watching her. when she was done she walked back into my bedroom and I started to get changed I walked into my bathroom and changed before walking back out to see Scarlett in my bed with the tv remote in her hands. when she saw me she patted next to her so I got in and was instantly pinned down with her head on my chest. I rap my arm around her shoulder bringing her into me more

not even 10 minute late I could see Scarlett fighting to not fall asleep.

"its ok you can sleep beautiful" I said and kissed her head

"I wish I was with you" she mumbled to herself but I didn't here it (that was scarlets Pov just for her btw)I just let it be and kept watching the tv