feelings

Mess ups

Mike's pov

fuck. I mess el so much.

*flashback 😺*

"Hey el! Where is max?"
"Oh she is..uh busy.."
"oh? But Lucas said she would come today"
"yea well she is busy now"
"what a bitch" (he said it under his breathe btw)
"what did you call her?"
"Nothing!"
"are you sure?"
"fine. I called her a bitch."
"max isn't a bitch"
"Well she sure as well is acting like one!"
"NO SHE ISNT"
"WELL WHY COULDNT SHE TELL US SHE IS BUSY?.."
"BECAUSE SHE IS MAD AT ME"
"WHY THE FUCK IS SHE MAD AT YOU"
"HER FEELINGS.."
"wait..your telling me max likes you..?"
"YES"
"WHAT THE FUCK? SHE IS A DYKE!? BUT SHE IS DATING LUCAS?"
"actually she broke up with me"
"LUCAS SHUT UP"
"HEY DONT BE MEAN MIKE"
"ITS MT HOUSE I CAN BE MEAN WHENEVER I WANT"
"MIKE. YOU TREAT ME LIKE GARBAGE RIGHT NOW I DUMP YOUR ASS."
"EL WAIT IM SORRY"

*flashback over* (that was a little dramatic)

I fucked up. Why did I do that. I need to apologize to the whole party especially eleven.
I bought her some candy with eggos and a teddy bear.
"Mike..?" She had a smile then it faded when she saw me.
"Hey el!" She stepped outside and closed the door.
"what do you want."
"I want to apologize..I'm sorry I was just mad..and I guess I took it out on you guys"
"mike it took you almost a year to apologize. A YEAR MIKE."
"I know I know you probably miss me so much..here as an apology"
"I don't want them"
"Then how about a..." I gently placed my lips on hers..something was wrong though she didn't kiss back.
"don't ki-"
"what the fuck el."
The brunette turned and saw max.
"max no wait it's not what it looks like"
"well it looks to me you just lead me on to cheat on me with mike..I just got back el..after almost a year I came back..and you know I actually thought you liked me back...but I guess I though wrong..it was nice while it lasted...goodbye jane..." the redhead said on the verge of tears she ran with her skateboard eventually hopping on to skate.
"look what you have done mike."
"your a dyke to.."
"IS THAT ALL YOU CARE ABOUT RIGHT NOW..I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE I FELT BETTER WITH MAX BUT NOW YOU HAVE RUINED MY CHANCES I HOOE YOUR HAPPY" i jumped at her tone. With that she slammed the door but I can tell she was sitting on the floor crying. I just walked home not wanting to cause any more trouble.