feelings

forvive but never forget

El's pov

It has been about 592 days witch is a year in a half I tried to explain myself but no one listened..not even will..I tried to eat but I couldn't get my self to do it I just drank a bunch of water.
"el, sweetie you haven't aten in a while please have lunch"
"okay mom"
"Thank you I love you"
"Love you to mom"
I usually threw the food into the bin and acted like I ate it.
"hey will..?" He was playing a video game.
"Oh hey eleven"
"why did you stop"
"stop what."
"calling me el"
"because you cheated on my best friend?"
"no I didnt."
"Well why were you kissing mike then!"
"HE KISSED ME FIRST I DIDNT EVEN KUSS BACK...I LOVE MAX AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER..PLEASE...BELIVE ME...please." I couldn't hold it in anymore after a year and a half I held that in and I finally let it out.
"oh my god. oh my fucking god. I..I am so sorry..I'm a horrible brother..el..I am so sorry." He held me in his arms and I can tell he was trying not to cry..I was mad at him of course but after all who wouldn't I mean max saw me kissing mike and no one would hear me out..and he is my brother after all.
"will..I need to..apologize to max.."
"yes you do. You need to explain yourself"
"But what if she likes someone else"
"well let's find out"
"Okay!"
I didn't get her a gift this time just in case, will went and knocked I was behind him.
"Oh hey willy wonka!"
"Hey maxie!! I have a suprise for you"
"Ooooo I wonder what it isss" she had a big smile will stepped away revealing me.
"h-hi max."
"oh. hello Jane."
"max please listen to me"
"fine. You have...5 minutes"
"max. I didn't cheat on you! Mike kissed me but I didn't kiss back..I wouldn't do anything that would hurt you..I love you so much and would do anything for you..I get if you need time but it's been a year and a half..or 535 days..I guess what I'm trying to say it I still love you and I need you back in my life because without you life has not been so good but I get it if you don't like me anym-" I was cut off my the red head grabbing my cheeks and kissing me, she did it so rough but soft at the same time, when she pulled back I turned away so she wouldn't she my face look like a tomato.
"el. I miss you to..but I need proof that Mike kissed you and you didn't kiss back"
"I can do that!" I quickly put my hands on her cheeks and closed my eyes putting our foreheads together. I have been practicing and now I can make people see a memory of mine and feel what i was feeling! When it was done I pulled away and she looked stunned.
"wow. what a bitch Mike is. I am so sorry el"
"it's fine.. I understand that you saw it as if I was cheating on you"
"no Im sorry for everything I should have talked it out with you"
"it's okay max"
"Are you sure?"
"yes"
"okay" we were both blushing and we didn't care we just stared at eachother.

(A/n) lol this is silly