At the rooftop, Jungkook was looking at the Seoul skyline. It was night time and the whole place was brimming with colorful city lights. He looked down at the road. Many cars and bikes were bustling through the traffic. Shops were filled with people. If you look at Jungkook, you would see he was calm. But internally, he was screaming. His mind was going through various emotions. Why was only Hoseok able to touch him? Why couldn't his own blood brother feel, see or hear him? What was this connection with Hoseok? And most badly, why was he feeling angry thinking of Hoseok and Enwoo? It's not like he is Hoseok's boyfriend. Hoseok is still in love with his husband and now probably he is having sex with Enwoo downstairs to quench each other's bodily thirst. The more he thought about it, the more he tried to clear the image. "Urghhh..." even the thought made him queasy.
"Kook?" Jungkook turned and saw Hoseok standing there looking at him.
"Wow that was quick".
"Come on, Kookie nothing happened."
"What did you tell him?", Jungkook asked looking at Hoseok like a sad little puppy.
"That I am seeing someone", Hoseok said honestly.
"Seriously", the reply made Jungkook chuckle.
"Ya, well I didn't tell him that I was the only one who could see him", Hoseok said as he smiled warmly at Jungkook.
He continued, "You know I haven't been with anyone since Tae. It's sudden, one moment he was cursing at his new shoe, it was an inch smaller, then he just sat down and kept his hand on his head." Hoseok's eyes welled up.
"I couldn't do anything to help him.....he was gone...I couldn't even say him things I wanted to tell, didn't say him goodbye....he's gone."
"Sshhhh....Sshh...Hobi, it's okay..." Jungkook reached out to hug Hoseok trying to calm him down. Only he couldn't. He cursed himself for the state he is in. He so badly wanted to hug Hoseok and tell him that its okay. It's okay to cry....its okay to let out his suppressed emotions. He could tell Hoseok was still clinging on to Tae's memories. Only thing Jungkook could do is to be with Hoseok, sit near him and listen to his feelings.
"What was he like?", Jungkook asked.
"A major pain in the ass...like you", Hoseok chuckled wiping his tears. "He was always clinging to me, always looking out for me. I was like a child to him. A neat freak, things have to be proper in the right place, an obsessive control freak...You know while watching TV, he never lets go of the remote....goddddd. You know Kookie, you remind me so much of him." Hoseok laughed but suddenly it turned into sorrow.
He looked at Jungkook, "Your brother wouldn't sign those papers, would he?", Hoseok asked.
"I don't know. And right now, it doesn't even matter. I know my brain activity is declining day by day", Jungkook sighed.
"Well maybe it won't be that bad, you know, you are kind of a smart ass and Mr. Know it all", Hoseok chuckled. "May be it will bring your brain down to my level."
"Aaah the sloth level", Jungkook said.
"I wasn't a sloth before you know", Hoseok said.
"Really, what were you like", Jungkook asked.
"I will show you something but tomorrow morning. Tonight, I want to share something with you. Come on", Hoseok said as he walked downstairs. Jungkook went behind him curious.
In the apartment Hoseok played a wedding video. It was of him and Taehyung. They were happily walking down the aisle, cutting cake, having the most memorable time of their lives.
"He looks gorgeous, Seokkie", Jungkook said smiling at the man in the video. So, he is Hoseok's first love, his husband.
"He is", Hoseok said. They didn't speak for a few minutes and just sat there watching the video. "Seokkie, I am sorry....seokkie???" Jungkook turned and saw Hoseok sleeping. He looked at the man and back to the video. No one should suffer such pain. Jungkook had never fallen in love but he could imagine the pain of losing someone. He looked at Hoseok. Everything about the man screamed perfection. How can Taehyung leave him so soon, alone in this cruel world? Can't he see Hoseok is so miserable without him? Jungkook tried to fix Hoseok's hair that fell on his eyes but he couldn't not without jumping into Hoseok's body like last time. He sighed and placed his lips on Hoseok's forehead as if kissing him. He wished Hoseok would feel that emotion as he saw Hoseok stir for a moment. He sat there watching Hoseok for the rest of the night.
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