The Dolan Twins and Me

Chapter 15: Calm Down

POV: Izzie

Ethan comes back and we have a wonderfully cooked meal of kale pasta. I didn't know how I would like it, but it turns out that I really did like it a lot. It was really good. I had no idea that Ethan knew how to cook so well! We decide to stay up till about 1:45AM watching Gilmore Girls on Netflix. Yeah that happened.

I wake up and I see I'm in my bed, without Ethan. That isn't that strange. Maybe he's getting groceries, or making breakfast, or talking with Grayson/Conner on the phone. SO many things he could be doing. Or maybe he's on a run. Why am I making a big deal out of this? I shouldn't be worried. I shouldn't be mad or worried about anything at all! I am living a normal life and I'm very healthy. I'm not in that stupid place about my stupid eating disorder. I didn't even have one that was that bad. I wasn't in the recovery process for long and It didn't seem like a big deal to me. If you were talking about my mother than yes, it was a big deal.

Ethan eventually comes home and he was just out running with his brother Grayson. I think that it's great that he went outside and exercised with his brother. family and healthy lifestyle in one activity.

"Izzie can you clean up the house, turns out that Conner, Terrance, and Grayson are coming for a late lunch/dinner at around 3:30 or 4:00PM," Ethan tells me.

"Okay will do Mr. Dolan," I say and walk into the master to take a shower. Fist off it was 8:30AM. We have plenty of time to get ready. He can't push me around like that and tell me what to do.

"Also Izzie I need you to make the dinner," Ethan yells to me while I'm walking into the bedroom.

"Wait why?" I ask.

"I don't want to cook and your the women. You need to be in the kitchen making food for the boys," He says.

This made me so mad. I am not a stereotypical women that should be in the kitchen! I have my own rights and I will not be in the kitchen just because I am a women.

"Ethan do you remember yesterday? Why were you upset?" I ask holding in my anger with curiosity.

"I was upset with myself," He says and becomes very quite. I walk into the other room with my PJ's on.

"Continue," I say.

"So before finals when you were really distant from me because of our busy schedules, something happened. I went out to this party because Gray made me. He said that I wasn't any fun anymore and I should loosen up a bit. I should have some fun. Anyway I went out to a dorm party and Gray made me drink this jungle juice with alcohol and juice and maybe pee. It was really strong. There were a lot of random stuff happening at the party and a lot of kissing. I tried not to kiss anybody since I was semi-aware that I had a girlfriend. Gray got me a lot of that stupid jungle juice so I got super drunk and I had no idea what I was doing at all. I probably kissed people and did weird stuff. All I remember is waking up not in my bed with a girl on the bed with me. Both of us were naked. There also was a bunch of people on the floor of her room and one had a video camera. I took the video camera from his hand and got dressed quietly. I walked back to my room down the hall and saw Gray with a girl sleeping. I then decided to go out for some coffee to calm myself. I just sat there for an hour and was calm. After my hour alone I decided that Gray's little friend would be gone. I was right and Gray was gone too. I got out my laptop and got my camera cord to import the video. It was the same camera as mine, which was really weird because mine is super high quality. Anyway I loaded it up to my computer and deleted the video from the camera. I watched part of the video on my computer. It was a horrible video of me and a couple other guys doing sexual things with this one girl. The guy that was taping it was going to put it online, and he said it so in the video. All of us were so drunk to even care and some of the guys were happy. The girl loved the part that I saw. I saw maybe three minutes and then had to delete it. It was horrible and I hated it. I was so drunk that I didn't even remember what happened. I was so freaked out about all of this and I didn't tell you because i didn't want you to be pissed but I can see you already are....." Ethan explained.

I got so mad during his story. HE HAD SEX WITH ANOTHER GIRL! HOW DARE HE I THOUGH HE WAS SAVING IT FOR ME!!! I WAS SAVING IT FOR HIM!!! I just need to remain calm and I can't yell at him. I can yell at Grayson when he comes over.

This doesn't explain why he was so sexist to me 10 minutes ago.

"Ethan why were you sexist to me ten minutes ago?" I ask him.

"Oh..Sorry I was just super pissed because I was talking to Grayson and he said that he didn't do anything to make this problem happen," Ethan says.

"But that shouldn't be your excuse of why you were so sexist to me telling me I should clean and make the dinner," I say getting a little bit madder each word I say. I breathe and calm myself before he says his next words.

"Sorry I shouldn't of said that, If you don't want to you don't have to make dinner, I could but I can't make sure that it will be good." he says.

"I'm fine with making dinner I just didn't want to be an object and I don't want to be ordered to clean the house and make dinner because I'm a female," I say.

"I wasn't trying to make it be that way I'm just not good with cooking and I'm a messy person but I can help with the cleaning If you want me to," He says.

"That would be lovely. I'm going to take a shower and then I'll find something to make so I can know how much prep time I will need for making dinner. Then I can help you clean up the already pretty clean house," I say.

I walk into our bedroom. I grab my cleaning clothing and go into the on-suite bathroom to take a nice relaxing shower. After the crazy morning I've had I just need to relax before friends come over. I shave and wash myself in the shower-which is my definition of relaxing-. After my very relaxing shower, I decide to get dressed in my cleaning clothes and clean. I also decide that I am going to make baked chicken with baked potatoes and a side of a very green salad. After figuring out that I will only need an hour of prep I go to the groceries and start to clean!

Author's note: I'm back from Spain!!! So two updates this week probably and I only have two stories to worry about since I finished my first one!!! Lots of things to look forward to and do worry, this story still has a lot left to it. Like comment share and add it to your reading lists/libraries so you know when I update because I do update!!! Love you guys see ya in a couple days with the next chapter!!