Everyone questioned the bandages on Tadashi's arms and Kei knew that Tadashi felt uncomfortable about it.
"Can we start practice already?"
"But what about Yamaguch-"
"He'll watch us."
The team finally settled down and started practicing.
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Tadashi Yamaguchi's PoV.
Me and Tsukki are walking with each other to our homes. Just as I was about to turn around to go to my house, Tsukki grabbed my wrist. I turn around to face him.
"Yamaguchi, please don't do it when you get home."
I smile, relaxing my body.
"I won't, don't worry."
Tsukki let go and I went into my house.
I shower to clean all the filth I had on my body. I put on my clothes and look at the mirror in the bathroom. I searched for something sharp.
'No, don't do this Tadashi. Tsukki's worried for you. Everyone is. This needs to stop. This isn't healthy.'
'No one cares. Just kill yourself. You don't deserve to live. You're a disappointment.'
'Someone cares! Tsukki cares! My teammates cares!'
'You're a mistake. You don't deserve Tsukki. He deserves someone way better than you. You're just a freak who's jealous of everybody. Your teammates are playing pretend. They never cared for you.'
'I'm not a freak or a mistake! I'm not a disappointment! Tsukki is my fr-'
'Disappointment.
Disappointment.
Disappointment.
Disappointment.
Disappointment.
Disappointment.
DISAPPOINTMENT.
DISAPPOINTMENT.
DISAPPOINTMENT.
DISAPPOINTMENT.
DISAPPOINTMENT.
DISAPPOINTMENT!
DISAPPOINTMENT!
DISAPPOINTMENT!
DISAPPOINTMENT!
DISAPPOINTMENT!
DISAPPOINTMENT!'
'Stop please-'
'Mistake.
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𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩. || TsukiYama/KeiDashi
Fanfictionhey, this is angst to fluff lol. will also be having a sequel after a while. please read the description. TW: this story has sharp objects, self-injury and unaliving thoughts involved, please do not read if you do not feel comfortable with these. if...
