"Don't you think that- that you're letting me sleep at yours a little bit too much? Well, I haven't even slept at yours ever since middle school."
"It's to make sure you don't do your bad habit."
Tadashi nodded.
"Did you do it today?"
"Huh?" Tadashi turned his head to Kei, Kei opening his mouth to repeat what he had just said.
"Did you do it today?"
Tadashi stared at Kei, finally understanding what he meant a few seconds later.
"Oh, no."
"Really?"
"I didn't do it today. I didn't feel like doing anything."
Kei nodded, waiting a few seconds to ask the next question.
"Do you wanna eat anything?"
"No, no thanks."
"Mk." they stayed silent for a bit.
"How'd you get the bruises?"
"I don't remember."
Kei knows that Tadashi's lying, but he decided to not go further.
"Do you want me to replace the bandages?"
Tadashi looked at Kei, suprised.
"Uh- sure."
Kei stood up, going to a room that has bandages. He came back and sat down on the bed, grabbing Tadashi's arm gently. Kei unwrapped the old bandage on Tadashi's right arm, revealing the scars. Kei was glad that Tadashi was actually honest about not doing it.
Kei wrapped the new bandages around Tadashi's arm, repeating the same process on the other arm. Once he got it done, he looked at the batch of bandages for a few seconds before looking at Tadashi.
"Do you want to do this part?"
"Huh?"
"Your body."
"Oh- uhm, yeah."
Kei handed Tadashi the bandages and Tadashi went to the bathroom. Tadashi's face heated up, getting flustered.
'Shoot, why do I feel like this?'
Kei Tsukishima's PoV.
"Do you want to do this part?" I ask him, unsure if he wants to do this by himself.
"Huh?"
I sigh mentally.
"Your body."
"Oh- uhm, yeah."
I handed Yamaguchi the bandages and he made his way to the bathroom. I feel my face heat up a bit, so I look in the mirror to see if I'm blushing or not.
'Why in the world am I blushing for? My heart is beating fast, too.' I take a few deep breaths. I sat back down on the bed and waited for Yamaguchi. After a few minutes of worrying, Yamaguchi finally came out of the bathroom. I sigh of relief.
"What's wrong, Tsukki?"
"Nothing. Do you want to sleep now?"
"Sure."
I turn off the light then got on my bed. Yamaguchi laid on the other side of the bed soon after. It felt like Yamaguchi was still awake, so just to make sure...
"Yamaguchi?"
I waited a few seconds.
"Yes, Tsukki?"
I didn't answer him since I felt sleepy. I heard a few things, though.
"I...ove...Tsuk...can't...just...iced...afte...years...each...ther...save...bulli...s...shoul...you too...thinki..."
I fell asleep soon after that.
Tadashi Yamaguchi's PoV.
"Yamaguchi?"
"Yes, Tsukki?"
He didn't answer me.
'Is he asleep?'
I look around the bedroom, laying still.
'I guess so.'
I take a deep breath, getting ready.
"I love you, Tsukki. I can't believe I just noticed my feelings for you after all the years we've been with each other. You saved me from the bullies, so I should save you from something, too. What was I thinking? Trying to end my life knowing that you were still by my side. I was blinded by the pain I was going through that I didn't think you would care. The world is cruel to me. How could it make me forget how kind you are? I can't believe I was about to leave this world and leave you. I'm sorry, Tsukki. I love you."
Tears were streaming down my face, my breaths shaky.
My eyelids started to feel heavy.
"Good night, Tsukki."
I let them close, making me fall into a nice, dreamless sleep.

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𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩. || TsukiYama/KeiDashi
Fanfictionhey, this is angst to fluff lol. will also be having a sequel after a while. please read the description. TW: this story has sharp objects, self-injury and unaliving thoughts involved, please do not read if you do not feel comfortable with these. if...