𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩. || TsukiYama/KeiDashi

19

sorry for no updates for the past few days (again), I dont want to be that person who uses the same excuses over and over and over again but I am that person so, I apologise. things are distracting me a lot more now, I cant seem to get myself into writing the way I used to and I feel exhausted. I cant help it, I dont have any control over it. I don't have/get a lot of motivation anymore so the updates are kinda slow. I'm sorry, once again. thank you for understanding.

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Kei Tsukishima's PoV.

I woke up slowly, feeling the dried up tears on my cheeks. Yamaguchi wasn't on the bed so I slowly sat up on the bed. I rub my face before putting on my glasses. I got off the bed slowly, careful not to fall by gripping onto things. I reached the door and turned the knob. I open the door and looked out, seeing Yamaguchi walking towards me.

"Oh, Tsukki! You're awake!"

I smile, walking out my room slowly while still holding the doorknob.

"Ooh, you walked from the bed all the way here? That's great!"

"I w- was holding o- onto things when I was walking."

"It's still good that you're able to walk well. C'mon."

Yamaguchi grabbed my hand and started walking. I let go of the doorknob and wrapped my arm around Yamaguchi since I'll fall having nothing to support me when I walk.

Yamaguchi lead me to the living room and I see the volleyball team talking to each other.

"Oh, Tsukishima!"

"How are you doing dude?"

"F- fine."

"Does he still find it hard to walk, Yamaguchi?" Sugawara asked him.

"Well, he just walked all the way from his bed to his door."

I look at Yamaguchi, furrowing my brows. Yamaguchi glanced at me and smiled, sighing as he looks back at the team.

"Fine, fine. He was holding onto things in the process but, still."

I bit my bottom lip, looking down.

"Don't be blushing now, Tsukishima!" I hear Hinata say and others laughing. Yamaguchi chuckled and said,

"Don't say that! He'll get mad at you!"

I slowly walk behind Yamaguchi, lowering my head to his shoulder.

"What is it Tsukki?"

"C- can we go to th- the kitchen? I wanna t- try eating s- something..." I whispered. Yamaguchi gasped,

"Sure! Let's go!" He started walking, making me follow.

"What do you wanna try, Tsukki?"

"Just some- something small."

Yamaguchi nodded and grabbed a fruit.

"A strawberry?"

I nodded, smiling slightly. Yamaguchi turned around and smiled, moving the strawberry to my mouth.

"Open up."

My eyes widen and I could feel my face heat up a bit. I open my mouth, Yamaguchi putting a part of the strawberry in it. I bite the part off and chewed it.

"Good?"

I swallowed it easily, making me feel like I was on cloud 9.

"Strawberry is good..!"

Yamaguchi laughed at my answer, or maybe my reaction.

"You like strawberries, don't you? It's no wonder you'd think that. Here."

Yamaguchi handed me the strawberry.

"Go sit and try to feed yourself."

I stare at him, blinking a few times.

"Tsukki?"

"Sorry, y- you're just so pr- pretty."

Yamaguchi blushed and his eyes widen.

"Agh! Tsukki, you can't just say that!"

I smile at the reaction.

"Say what?"

"S- say that I- I'm-"

Yamaguchi stuttered while I continue to stare at him.

"Ugh, it's nothing!"

I kiss him, I couldn't help it. Yamaguchi blushed even more and looked away. He smiled,

"Stop it, you idiot!"

I chuckled and hugged him.

"Sorry. Y- you're adorable."

I sigh and straighten my back.

"W- what a big step..." I look down at the ground, thinking about what Yamaguchi told me to do. I walked to the table slowly with the help of Yamaguchi, careful not to fall and sat down.

"Tsukki, I can't feed you all the time."

I look at the strawberry.

"I'll go be with the team, you can try doing this alone. Call me if you need anything, okay, Tsukki?"

I nod, not knowing if he saw me or not. I take a few deeps breaths, putting the strawberry to my mouth.

"Eat."

I sigh, putting the strawberry in my mouth. I manage to chew and swallow it with ease which made me feel happy. I smile, fangirling internally. I then realise,

"That's out of character, I should stop."

I smile again, excited at how I ate it so easily.

"I like strawberries." I said to myself. Suddenly, the thought of eating made me smile. It kind of worried me at first but it's probably nothing to worry about, I think. Either way, I'm happy that I was able to eat something with ease.