𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩. || TsukiYama/KeiDashi

9

"Bye Tsukki!" Tadashi waved to Kei, smiling widely.

"G'bye. Good night, Yamaguchi."

"Good night!" Tadashi skipped over to his house and the scene made Kei smile. Tadashi got into his house and jumped onto his bed, exhausted for an unknown reason.

Before Tadashi could even get up again, he started feeling sleepy. Tadashi saw him and Kei walking on the sidewalk. They seem to be talking about something but the dialogue was inaudible.

"I love you, Tsukki!"

"I love you, too, Yamaguchi."

Were the only words Tadashi was able to hear.

'Does he love me back...?' Tadashi wondered, finally drifting off to sleep.

-

"Tsukki, let's go to the playground!"

Kei chuckled, getting pulled by Tadashi who's running towards the said destination. They arrived at the place, Tadashi being overly-excited by it.

"Its just a playground. We've been here before." Kei smiled at the shorter boy, his hand still in Tadashi's.

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"Ack- Tsukki- stop!" Tadashi giggled, having Kei sitting on top of him while tickling Tadashi. Kei wore an adorable smirk on his face, continuing to tickle Tadashi as if he'll never get to ever again.

"If you want me to stop them say sorry for eating my dino nuggies!"

"No!"

Kei tickled him even more, causing Tadashi to laugh really loud.

"Fine! I- I'm- sor-ry!"

Kei finally stopped tickling Tadashi 5 seconds after the apology.

"You're forgiven." Kei got off of Tadashi, letting him catch his breath.

--

"Tsukki, what do you wanna be when you grow up?"

"I wanna be like my brother. He plays volleyball and he has super cool teammates!"

Tadashi smiled widely at the thought, wanting to do the same.

"What about you, Yamaguchi?"

"Huh?"

"What do you wanna be when you grow up?"

"I wanna be by your side and play volleyball with you!" Tadashi smiled at Kei, Kei almost being blinded by it. Kei smiled at the sight he had in front of him.

--

The memories kept on replaying in Tadashi's dream and all of them were nice and sweet.

-

Tadashi woke up, seeing that it's the next morning.

'That was a nice dream. I haven't had one in a while.'

Tadashi got up from his bed and went to his book. He opens the book, reading the words he wrote yesterday.

'Ew, cringe.'

Tadashi closed the book immediately and went in front of his mirror, looking at his body. After examining his own body for a while, he sighed and took off the bandages on his arms. Tadashi stared at his scars.

'They're healing.'

Tadashi sighed once again before going to the bathroom. He took off his shirt, looking down at his bandaged body. He started feeling guilt in his chest but he just took it off his mind. He started to take off the bandages on his body. He was gonna hop in the shower until he thought of something.

'Well... He wouldn't know, right?'

Tadashi went to his bathroom sink, opening one of the drawers that's full of blades. He grabbed one and started to slash it all over his stomach and chest. He felt satisfied with the mess he made on his body and finally walked in the shower.

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Tadashi put the bandages around his body and arms, covering the scars. Tadashi could just hope that Kei wouldn't ask him if he did it or not.

Tadashi put on his shool uniform and grabbed his bag, getting out of his house to see Kei waiting for him.

"Good morning, Tsukki."

Kei turned to him, taking off his headphones.

"Good morning. Did you eat?"

"Not yet."

Kei unzipped his bag, searching for something.

"Do you want to eat this?" Kei offered Tadashi a snack, holding out a KitKat 4 Fingers. Tadashi blushed slightly, grabbing the bar Kei held out for him.

"Thank you." Tadashi unwrapped the plastic, biting into the bar.

"No problem. I have more if you want them."

Tadashi turned his head, eyes wide.

"What? Huh?"

"I knew that you aren't eating breakfast. You've barely ate anything these past few days."

Tadashi looked back down at the chocolate bar, thoughts wandering through his mind.