𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩. || TsukiYama/KeiDashi

22

"Tsukki, do you wanna walk around?" Tadashi grinned. It's been a few months and the third years already graduated, and Kei was able to do things with no help. Kei smiled,

"Sure, Tadashi. But, it's late out."

Tadashi froze in place,

"Oh, seems like I lost track of time..."

"It's fine, we can go star gazing somewhere a bit far away." Kei held Tadashi's hand, the both of them blushing.

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"The moon is beautiful, isn't it?"

Kei scoffed with a smile.

"Seriously?"

"What? It's true!" Tadashi and Kei laughed at each other. What could've ever happen if they've never met?

The both of them kept on talking and talking, whether it's about volleyball, their friends, school or their relationship, they kept on talking.

"Tsukki?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you mind telling me why you were crying yourself to sleep a few months ago? I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time now."

Kei's eyes widen.

"It's, uhm..."

Kei bit his bottom lip, he had completely forgot about the dream and now its repeating in his mind.

"It's...because of a dream."

Tadashi blinked a few times.

"Do you mind telling me about it?"

"I don't mind."

Kei started feeling anxious.

"It was about you."

Tadashi's eyes widen.

"Oh, was it bad?"

"Yeah, really bad. You kept in doing something that made me upset."

"What was it?"

"You, uhm."

Kei tried to calm himself down.

"You killed yourself. In different ways."

Tadashi gasped, his hand slapped onto his mouth. The look of terror was visible in his eyes.

"I- I wasn't expecting that at all..."

Tadashi put his hand down, glancing at his wrist. Tadashi suprised himself.

"Oh, so that's why...?"

"Why what?"

"That's why my arms were also covered in bandages when I was still in the hospital?"

Kei couldn't believe what he just heard.

"... Yeah? Do you not remember?" Kei questioned, but Tadashi didn't hear him since his head were flooded with concerning thoughts. His vision was getting blurry, deep red lines all the way from his blurry wrist to the end of his forearm and his ear was ringing.

He was brought back to reality when Kei pulled him to his chest, repeatedly telling him that it's okay and he loves him. Tadashi wrapped his arms around Kei, hugging him as tight as he could. Not tight enough to the point Kei can't breathe, but tight enough that it feels like it'll be wrong to pull away.

"Tadashi, should we go home?" Kei patted Tadashi's back, paying attention to Tadashi breathing.

"Yeah, I'm tired."

"Wanna look at the sky before we go?"

Tadashi stared at the sky for a few seconds before collecting himself.